i confess to geing completely thrown upside down my his emotions.. and guys say GIRLS are hard to figure out...
i confess to writing that poem with the intention of it being happy about him

but it ended up being sad and about someone else...i wrote things i know werent true about him

but that i sometimes feel he is like
i confess to wanting to cry my eyes out and needing a hug, his

famous ones or anyones
i confess to not wanting to bring

him over to the house because A)i'm embaressed by the room he would be in, B)i've realized that we're not reallytogether against my hoping,C)i think i already scarred him enough with dragging him to that concert and he probably doesn't want to be anywhere with me, D)it's a bit last minute, E)i think my texting sig freaked him out and F)i'm too scared of being denied or smirked at if he did come over that i don't dare try
i (again) confess that this was too long... i'm sorry