Brenda & DeAnna journey to ONEderland - Private - Keep Out

[dare2dream]

I did not get rid of any of the leftover food. I ate all the veggie bars, yes all of them. Monday did not hit any goals at all. Started diet Tuesday and did not stick with it, same on Wednesday. I go to the Dr tomorrow and have not lost any of what I gained over the weekend. I do not know if my weight has changed any since my last Dr visit 6 months ago.

Can I possibly stick with the program today? I honestly do not know if I can. I am getting depressed and that always leads to eating. Fortunately there is not much food left in the house for me to cheat with. I know I CAN do this, I just don't know if I WILL do this. Right now it does not look good for me to reach my monthly goal of 10 pounds. I am such a loser.

 

[Blessed99]

Hi Brenda! I know your title says your journal is private, but I just had to reach out to you. You are not a looser! You have been such an inspiration to me since I started on this journey. It has been a blessing to me to log on each day and see your posts to me. I really appreciate the encouragement more than you know. I know how you feel probably better than most people since you and I have such a long road in front of us. Don't give up on yourself. Look how far you have come. You can overcome this slump. Thats all it is. I don't know why these obstacles come our way, but fight through it! You are already a winner! You can do this. I know I can too. All is not lost, just because you have had a bad couple of days, dont quit. Just look at the bad days as a bump in the road. Each day is a new one, if you don't succeed one day, all is not lost, just keep pushing to get back on track. You CAN do it!! I believe in you!! Hope to hear from you soon. Have a happy and healthy tomorrow!

 

[dare2dream]

I have really been hit or miss with this journal. I am doing horrible lately so it is time to check in.

My friend Blessed99-Kelly has also been having a hard time and I posted some encouragement. As usual with my posts it always turns into my drama. When I post I always have to bring it back to me. Well I decided to edit Kelly's post and remove the excess me stuff and post it here.

This is why I need to lose weight:

dd28-Angela with her husband Shane, ds26-Kurt and his wife Melani, and ds23-Brad with his wife Leslie

my first dgs 21 months-Kyler, son of Kurt

and new dgs 4 1/2 months-Wesley, son of Angela

I could not post a picture of DH because I would probably be in the picture and I am not ready to come out online yet.

I love all these people and want to be around many, many, many more years to enjoy them.