jenanderson
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Oh boy, it is so hard to keep up with this thread when life is throwing other things at you. There are congratulations for weight losses, comments to be made about people who are doing the COW, comments about the new exercising, a pregnancy to be happy for and so much more! I will have to get to all of that at a later point. I am going to give a brief update and then it is time to get back to the work I still need to finish tonight!
I have not done well. The past 2 nights I have eaten a bunch of things I should not and I have done so because of emotional eating. I am feeling very upset because I had applied for a teaching job, interviewed well and then did not get it. The worse is that I did not get it because of politics...not because of my qualifications. I know this for a fact because I know many of the people on the interview team and have been told so. I am sad because I would like to believe that I am a good and dedicated teacher but I still can't find a job. With the way things are going, I am going to have to look for a job outside of the teaching field and I don't even know where to begin. I had been so hopeful for this position and it made me feel horrible to get the news. To top it off, tomorrow is the last day of school and I have been so busy with things for my classroom. Friday I have to finish packing up my classroom and leave this job. So, the emotional days will continue for a bit. I would like to be stronger and not give in when things like this happen but realistically, I am not.
I will do my best not to let the whole week destroy all my hard work but no promises at this point. I know that I am not giving up but I also know that this week might just be a complete disaster as I deal with the emotions.
Thanks for letting me vent about it all.
Jen
I have not done well. The past 2 nights I have eaten a bunch of things I should not and I have done so because of emotional eating. I am feeling very upset because I had applied for a teaching job, interviewed well and then did not get it. The worse is that I did not get it because of politics...not because of my qualifications. I know this for a fact because I know many of the people on the interview team and have been told so. I am sad because I would like to believe that I am a good and dedicated teacher but I still can't find a job. With the way things are going, I am going to have to look for a job outside of the teaching field and I don't even know where to begin. I had been so hopeful for this position and it made me feel horrible to get the news. To top it off, tomorrow is the last day of school and I have been so busy with things for my classroom. Friday I have to finish packing up my classroom and leave this job. So, the emotional days will continue for a bit. I would like to be stronger and not give in when things like this happen but realistically, I am not.
I will do my best not to let the whole week destroy all my hard work but no promises at this point. I know that I am not giving up but I also know that this week might just be a complete disaster as I deal with the emotions.
Thanks for letting me vent about it all.
Jen
Keep us posted on how it goes! My keep fearing that I will put in my estimated calories burned, and then I won't, and then I've eaten too much.
Which means I have 10 more days to finish 3 projects for my class, too.
I will not stress. I will not stress. One thing at a time. Knock it out, one by one.
Now that I know, thanks to you all, I'll have them there early. This is the first time I've been involved w/band or strings camp and had no idea. I reviewed my info (because I am a rule follower 
Went on to sparkpeople to log in my food.......one avacado has 326 calories!!!!!!!
Can you believe it. I also haven't run in 2 days because my knee has been acting up (2 surgeries 2 years ago)...it's ususally fine.....I feel so frustrated. New day tomorrow!!!!
I feel much better now

Ltl Mermaid! Thanks for joining our challenge!
Argh!