Thank you everyone for the kind words of encouragement. It is still hard for me to pass these milestones. I don't think it will ever be "easy".
I had a wonderful birthday weekend. I spent Saturday babysitting the kids. They were both very good. No trouble at all, thank goodness. Zoey was in such good spirits even though she wasn't feeling the best. She had a big smile on her face most of the time. When I would take her down in the basement to play, she would sit there and then crawl around to grab Jesse's toys! She didn't want to play with her toys. LOL She loved to bang on his metal dump truck. Then when Jesse wasn't looking she would play with his cars. I think she may have some of Grandmom's devil in her eyes too. She wants to do everything her brother does. And she wants to WALK. She is trying to stand up.
Jesse had a bit of a problem going to sleep Saturday night. I put him to bed at 7, but it was still light out and he kept telling me he wasn't tired. Yeah, but Grandmom is tired.

I went up twice when he was crying. I told him he had to go to sleep, but he wouldn't lay down. I told him "fine, stay sitting up, but you are NOT getting out of that bed." I didn't hear a peep out of him the rest of the night.
I took my bath around 8 and went downstairs to watch the food channel. I fell asleep around 9. I did wake up at 10 and stayed up to watch the news and weather. I slept pretty good on the pull out bed.
Today wasn't too bad either. I let Jesse watch Jake and the Neverland Pirates a lot today. We did go down and play in the basement, but I just couldn't go down there a second time this morning.
The kids called and said they would be home around noon and we could go out for lunch instead of dinner if I wanted. That sounded good to me.
Jesse and Zoey were so excited to see mommy and daddy again. We went to Red Robin. Yeah, I know, great for somebody trying to lose weight. But I was fairly good. I had cole slaw instead of french fries and only ate half of the multi grain bun. But the bad part of me also ate 3 onion rings.
I don't even want to think of what the scale will say this week.
When we got back I cut my red velvet cupcake in half for Jesse and me. He only ate the cake part since he doesn't like icing. I ate my half and finished the icing on his. There is just no hope for me.
I can see Ron smiling at all this. He always gave me two birthday cards. One cute and one romantic. I put a lot of them out on Friday. It makes me feel good.