Weigh-in was 140.  I am not going to lie, I was  
  
  
  when I saw that!  I did awesome all week with my eating and I thought for sure Id see a loss.  For the first 10-15 minutes of getting ready, I was still  

 , wanting to give up, wondering why I even bother working out, etc.  Then I finally was able to get a grip and give myself a pep talk and remind myself that its not about the number on the scale, but about how I look.  But my jeans are still snug and that has to stop.  I absolutely refuse to buy new clothes until I am back to my comfort zone (135 or less).  I am doing everything I can and if I dont start seeing some results by the end of August, I am throwing in the towel.  That doesnt mean Im going to go off the deep end and eat myself into oblivion, but that means I will stop actively trying to lose weight.  Ive been at it for over a year and I weigh more than ever.  

  And I know I have more muscle, but I am definitely not as thin as I used to be.  My body is a mess from the waist down and I dont know what else to do.  I do everything youre supposed to!   

  OK, enough of the whining, time to get on with my day.  Yesterday I drank 96.9oz of water, 2 cups green tea, 18oz Diet Fuze, and a DC:
6:15am:  Chocolate Oatmeal
8:30am:  FF Yogurt; Cantaloupe
11:30am:  Veggie Burger w/Spinach on Low Carb Wheat Tortilla; 10 Baby Carrots
2:30pm:  3 Egg Whites; Blueberries; 10 Peanuts
4:30pm:  Pumpkin; 2 Crème Savers
6:30pm:  Leftover EFL Green Chili Soup; Low Carb Wheat Tortilla w/Strawberry Rhubarb Jam; FF/SF Pudding
WORKOUT:  None
RESISTED:  Mrs Mays, Trail Mix
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Amy, I got the Morningstar Farms brand and even DH liked them!  I'll definitely try some more.  They also have some veggie patties at Costco that I tried that were REALLY good.  I should have bought some, but the cart was already overflowing... 

 You were right about the scale, this week was NO loss!  It's amazing that last week I was so thrilled to see 140 and this week I am absolutely furious to see 140.  Yep, I need medication...
Anna, I am toying with the idea of weighing myself more often again.  I definitely want to get out of the 3x a day habit, but I don't think once a week is going to cut it.  Maybe every other morning or something.  I still haven't decided yet.  I also have a problem eating just one bag of Mrs Mays, but it is definitely easier to resist when you see that 1 bag is 200 calories and there is no way to justify eating another one!
Tracey, the scale is lucky it is still in one piece...  I am very happy I had that surgery to stop my periods.  I was really having problems so it was definitely worth it! 
