7/5/05 - I'm back!
8:00am
--2 granola bars
11:00am
--2 oz reduced fat ruffles
--3 T onion dip
--2 granola bars
Oops. This is was not a great morning, but I think I've been able to "snap out of it" so to speak. I've been keeping myself busy around the house, to keep myself out of trouble and burn some energy. If I get hungry again later, I'll finish off the chicken/asparagus fritatta and then for dinner I'm making tortilla soup and baked potatoes with broccoli & cheese.
Thank you so much to everyone who stopped by! I really appreciate your concern and support.
So far, it looks like the kitties are going in the right direction. We're up to about 40 hours without anyone getting sick, and they're phasing back to their regular meals. Magellan seems to be taking his medicine OK--we found it's easiest to dissolve his yucky medicine and use the dropper to just squirt it into his mouth. Much easier than getting a rapidly-disintegrating piece of pill spit back at me over and over!
The weekend was a little rough, mostly because DH and I were bored out of our minds. We tried not to leave the cats too much, especially because they were eating every 2 hours, but being shut up in the house for 3 days, after already spending all day every day in the house, did not sit well. I ate more than I should have, mostly out of boredom and frustration. Oh well. Time to move on.
I need to head to the store--we have no fresh fruit and I'm running low on veggies. I've been going through my pantry this morning trying to figure out what I can make out of what I have. I'm kind of a stockpile buyer, so I have a lot of several things. Anyone have a great recipe that uses 12 cans of diced tomatoes?
1:15pm
--the last of the chicken/asparagus fritatta.
5:00pm
--8 white chocolate raspberry shortbread cookies
--1 glass skim milk
Yikes--I really did eat 8 of them, didn't I. They were pretty small (unfortunately very calorie-dense) and new and I just kept popping them in.
My mom has got a bad case of bronchitis, so I went to pick up some groceries and a perscription for her, and I saw the cookies at the store on sale. I've been eyeing them for weeks because they sounded good, but I didn't want to get a whole bag on my own, plus they were really expensive. Somehow this time I they jumped into the cart. I was planning to have a few, then leave the rest at my mom's for her and her roommate to eat. Well, a few turned into 8

. At least I left the rest there!
6:00pm
--1 granola bar
Well, we can add granola bars to the list of things that don't come in the house anymore! Luckily dinner won't be for a while.
8:30pm
--Italian beef sandwich
--Large cheese fries
--1 piece chocolate cake
The funny thing is, even while I was eating this I knew it was "wrong". I still don't quite understand where all of my will/motivation has gone. The weight is creeping back on, which is terrifying. I'm not quite sure how to regroup and start over.
11:30pm
--1 light n' fit yogurt cup
--1 whole wheat english muffin
--2 t. peanut butter
--1 T. jam
First order of business--get to bed at a reasonable hour! The later I stay up, the more I snack!!!