A difficult confession

[NowIsTheTime]

No, sorry. Youtube the sunscreen song. It is very uplifting.

Yes, that’s the one I meant!
In it, Baz used “Everybody’s Free,” which shows up in his Romeo + Juliet movie.

 

[NowIsTheTime]

Nowisthetime:

"SO, I have that going for me."

If anyone can guess, I'll provide 1.00 toward a mickey bar

Also, the sweats are back, but it's OK. they're not coupled, so no complaints.

Caddyshack!

 

[Rockbro]

You just made me feel so good about myself that I could make an impact.

Thank you.

You just made me feel so good about myself that I could make an impact.

Thank you.

 

[Rockbro]

Pretty good sure as you're born.

I made it. The worst of the worst. I made it through the briar patch.

Thank you all for your kind words and inspiration. For all who posted... this would not have happened without you and my wife.

Now, I just want to force my *** of a brain to sleep and my *** fingers to stop shaking.

But again, thank you all. THANK YOU ALL.

 

[Rockbro]

I just want to say one last thing, and please excuse my typing.. there are stills shakes.

We can a be a bunch of jerks when we disagree, but I've seen the best of all of you. The best comes out when the worst comes out. And when we need one another, we are there.

You're a bunch of fine jerks. Carry on.

Oh, now that I'm healthy... my name is Sean. Wow wow wow (figment) an Irish drunk! Yep, Make a mean corned beef and cabbage and my favorite dinner is either fish and chips or bangers and mash at Rose and Crown. I'm a living, walking stereotype.

Thank you for all accepting me and listening through my whining.

I can't believe this went 6 pages!! Though 4 of them were probably me.

For all of you going to Disney in the next days/weeks/months/, stay safe and have fun. And, also, know that all of you have helped me in sobriety. I am forever in your debt.

Just don't ask for debt compensation.

 

[Buttcracker]

So... Hi.

I don't mind saying this because we are all Disney fans.

I'm an alcoholic. but I am not in recovery. I have had a drink for the last 13 months, every day, and counting. I want to stop, and these forums are helping me to slow. Disney gives me hope. Reading these forums gives me solace.

I have faith that I will stop someday. I just don't know how that will happen. The physical pain that comes with withdrawals is almost unbearable. I also run the risk of seizure and stroke. But, it only takes three days to get past the danger zone.

My father was a career alcoholic. It cost him everything and eventually his life. As a kid I went through three medical rehab programs with him. He is the reason I grew up in a single parent home, was on foodstamps, endured both physical & mental abuse, never knew what it was like to wake up Christmas morning with a Daddy there, and only dreamed about being able to visit WDW. With all that suck-it made me who I am today-and I' wouldn't change it. I'm extremely happy. Right before he died he had about 24 months of sobriety-because he was physically not able to buy alcohol and we were able to reconcile. While I love loves these boards the internet is not going to help you in the way you need help. I know people poke fun at 12 step programs but you need that. someone that understands you, holds you accountable, and you are able to address your spiritual needs.

-I hate to be harsh but I've heard these kind of statements all my life. Words are words you need to take action-and get medical help.

 

[Magnum_PI]

Hey man, I hope you're still hanging in there. I saw you say you're a PhD student, what field are you studying?

I'll say this, if you can stick to sobriety, you'll get through your dissertation like it's cake. Everything else will seem easy by comparison, lol. Please consider the advice above about medical help when it's an option and 12 steps (which costs nothing). Good luck.

 

[ajanderson84]

I can't sleep, but thank you. MAKE HIM WEAR SUNSCREEN!

1 thing left... Shakes. They're going away...

DO you mean senior on HS or college?

He is a Senior in High School for the 2020-2021 school year. They start school delayed in Sept and completely online, so he was feeling a little down himself and needed a "pick me up". He thought "Wear Sunscreen" was interesting, but a little outdated "Who reads beauty magazines anymore?" he said to me. I had to remind him while the internet may have overtaken paper print the principal is the same.

 

[Rockbro]

He is a Senior in High School for the 2020-2021 school year. They start school delayed in Sept and completely online, so he was feeling a little down himself and needed a "pick me up". He thought "Wear Sunscreen" was interesting, but a little outdated "Who reads beauty magazines anymore?" he said to me. I had to remind him while the internet may have overtaken paper print the principal is the same.

That's funny

 

[Rockbro]

Hey man, I hope you're still hanging in there. I saw you say you're a PhD student, what field are you studying?

I'll say this, if you can stick to sobriety, you'll get through your dissertation like it's cake. Everything else will seem easy by comparison, lol. Please consider the advice above about medical help when it's an option and 12 steps (which costs nothing). Good luck.

While I don't like to give too much up about myself, I'm in the social sciences... yeah, not a "real science" according to those in the hard sciences.

I went to an AA meeting last night.

 

[Magnum_PI]

While I don't like to give too much up about myself, I'm in the social sciences... yeah, not a "real science" according to those in the hard sciences.

I went to an AA meeting last night.

Anyone who says social science isn't real science is confused about what the scientific method is.

Glad to hear you went to a meeting, wishing you much continued success!

 

[Piglet843]

While I don't like to give too much up about myself, I'm in the social sciences... yeah, not a "real science" according to those in the hard sciences.

I went to an AA meeting last night.

I've been following along since your first post - but I just don't have the witty humor you do to even try to chime in
I just wanted to tell you I am proud of you for going to an AA meeting.
I can't imagine how difficult it was to take your self there, and commit to walking in and taking that step.
Kudos man... You are an inspiration to anyone with an addiction (of any kind)

 

[Rockbro]

I've been following along since your first post - but I just don't have the witty humor you do to even try to chime in
I just wanted to tell you I am proud of you for going to an AA meeting.
I can't imagine how difficult it was to take your self there, and commit to walking in and taking that step.
Kudos man... You are an inspiration to anyone with an addiction (of any kind)

Thank you. But, according to my wife, it is not witty humor. It's being something I'm not allowed to say here. Still, I amuse myself

 

[Rockbro]

OK... this one is obscure, and if you can guess it, you deserve to buy yourself a lobster dinner with all accoutrements, followed by the special coffee at Vicki & Al's and dessert at a popcorn stand (your choice). This will be fully funded by uhhhh... you.

This is an indirect Disney mention. It is not from a Disney movie, but it is from an affiliated TV show. Hint: ABC network:

"I've been a lion before, and it's a tough gig. Everyone expects you to be king"

This is not exact, but close enough... TV show name and character?

If I made it through withdrawals, you can think of this answer without Google. Google is cheating!

 

[DisTXMom]

Wishing you strength, comfort and encourage as you walk this difficult path. My mom was never able to win this battle and I sincerely hope you can This is something only you can do for yourself. It isn’t something others can ask of you and not something you can do for(to please) others. The hooks in you by alcoholism are strong and it takes you at your core wanting this for yourself and your future. Praying you can find enough love for yourself to know you deserve a life without this pain. To know you are worthy of a better life. All the best..

 

[Rockbro]

Wishing you strength, comfort and encourage as you walk this difficult path. My mom was never able to win this battle and I sincerely hope you can ❤ This is something only you can do for yourself. It isn’t something others can ask of you and not something you can do for(to please) others. The hooks in you by alcoholism are strong and it takes you at your core wanting this for yourself and your future. Praying you can find enough love for yourself to know you deserve a life without this pain. To know you are worthy of a better life. All the best..

Thank you.

 

[Rockbro]

Took my two dogs for a walk today. I haven't been active in WAY too long. I'm looking forward to getting back to the gym maybe tomorrow. I'm not overweight by any means, but I used to be pretty fit (Time takes a toll).

AA meeting at 1900 hours. Wife gets home from a weeklong work trip at 2100.

Life is so much better sober, but the alcoholic mind makes you want otherwise.

2 bonus questions:

"Don't you dare close your eyes" (Movie, character(s)?)

The most prolific Disney composers (I have two in mind).

Edit: I haven't paid out. I owe $1 toward a Mickey bar for a correct answer. I'm like a bad, unethical blackjack dealer.

 

[Rockbro]

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[Arielfan98]

Hi there,

Absolutely no judgement from me. I'm not an alcoholic, but I have worked alongside them because I suffer from my own mental health issues. I went to two different inpatient rehab programs and what I learned is that drinking is essentially a form of avoidance, a maladaptive behavior to cope with something. I encourage you to seek out whatever resources you have and please just know you're not alone. I'm so proud of you for taking this step and admitting it by posting it on here. Thank you for staying with us.

--Alex

 

[a1tinkfans]

Just thinking of u OP! Hope today is Another Good day... one minute, one hour, one day.
This disease is Strong but YOU are stronger!
Keep Putting The AA work In and Good Luck!