This is a really good race (4M) if you want another go at a race before the HM! It's going to be super fun.
That looks like fun! I'm going to have to put some serious thought into that. Getting to Central Park though by 7:45 makes me a bit

though.
Sorry you are feeling down lately.
Thanks April. I just can't seem to shake it. Every time I think I'm doing a bit better, something sets me off again. I don't even know anymore when I last felt "good".
I'm a bit sad this week that I'm not going to be able to go with the rest of my family up to New Hampshire next week.

Part of the reason is taking the time off from work they aren't going over the weekend (they're leaving on Monday - too many days off for me). But more so was the money issue. My folks said they'd help me out so I could go, but I came to the conclusion that I'd feel worse if I did that. I'm a grown adult, I'm supposed to be able to support myself. Money was tight before, but I don't know if I realized how badly losing my part time job was going to effect me.
I'm really going to be missing the girls this weekend.

They called to tell me they were going to miss me in NH and that they wished I could go. Boo!
Wings, how is the training going?????
It's going pretty well. I've been getting the miles in, even though I've had to walk the majority of the time. I'm up to 5 miles on my long days, and getting in about 2-3 Zumba classes a week as well. My breathing has been what's giving me difficulties, my legs feel really good and strong. I'll be so happy when the weather starts getting cooler so the humidity will die a bit. My lungs have been giving me problems even just walking in this weather.
I just need to work on my speed. My last 5 miles I was still a bit under the 16 min mile pace. Hopefully if I can get more running mixed in it will help.
Ok. I found me. And realized I missed some posts from before my last post because...
I have no idea where you're staying. LOL
So I'm going to get on that.

I'm staying at the Beach Club. Part of me keeps thinking I should just bump down to Port Orleans, but then I keep reminding myself that I booked with a great 35% code, I only have to pay 1/2, and that this trip is celebrating my 40th birthday. I'm pretty sure I'm going to keep it. We've planned a few down afternoons to actually spend at our resort pool, and I don't think there will be anywhere better than Stormalong Bay to do that.
Once we get over to Universal I'm staying at the Hard Rock. The closer we get to the trip, the more I'm looking forward to my Universal time, which is really surprising me. I haven't been there since 1997 so that part of the trip is feeling so fresh and new.
And as far as training goes, chin up, girlie. There are SO MANY mornings I don't want to get up and go out the door.
Then I spent $64 on a nice watch with a timer and interval function.
Nothing gets me motivated like getting my money's worth. LOL
My first bit of training wraps up this weekend with a 3.1mi. walk. Then I start the 1/2 marathon walk program. C25K after that. I'll be doing a run/walk combo too.
Your doing great with your training so far! Part of my problem is that I haven't been able to get out of bed early to go out. I don't know if it has something to do with the depression I've been dealing with, but I've been almost physically unable to get out of bed in the morning. I don't even want to admit to how many mornings I've overslept in the past few months, and been late/nearly late for work.
I've been going out once I get home with as much energy as I have left.
Hang in there Crissy! And we're all here for you to help keep those blues away. I know how damaging it is when you spend 14+ hours a day at work and commuting and the misery is largely caused BY work. Been there. Done that. The best thing I ever did was work to fix that problem. In my case it meant lobbying for and FINALLY being promoted, but believe me, I considered looking for something closer to home. You'll figure out what works for you.
PM me or FB me if you need encouragement or training advice. I'm here for you girlie!
Thanks Tink! Work has definitely not been helping. I've pretty much come to the conclusion that I can't afford to keep up this commute. If I had someone to share expenses with it would be one thing, but alone I'm just floundering.
I had my review a bit back and I told my boss how discouraging I've been finding my job, and that I'd really like to be more challenged and have my skills better utilized. He agreed that I'm capable of much, much more, but basically told me that I'm stuck with what I'm doing now.

I'm going to keep pushing, but I'm not really hoping for much. I really would love to find something that utilizes my mind a bit more, or was a bit creative. In my reality trained monkeys could probably do my job.
