who's to blame?

[ireland_nicole]

Mighty Mom; and I can so relate... Esp. w/ the second baby; I went to specialists, did all the tests, got approval to go again and then had to move overseas 3 months in... Some days I know my kids are as they are meant to be; some days I'm so jealous of friends who think a 40 week pregnancy and a healthy baby are entitlements, some days I am so mad that my body didn't work, and will never be able to carry a baby again, and some days I'm just really sad. But at least I'm not boring Sending love your way
Nicole

 

[Disneylvr]

I have blamed myself over and over again for allowing her to have vaccines, a flu shot w/thimerisol, taking high blood pressure meds during my pregnancy, getting the rogham shot during pregnancy...... But it isn't going to change anything. I also see autistic traits in my DH and several of my friends have hesitantly brought that up to me as well. The best thing I can do is love her, advocate for her and cherish the miracle God gave me when she was born into our family. Having her in my life has made me a much better person.