TheOtherVillainess
Luminous beings we are, not this crude matter.....
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I don't know how I'm going to explain this to my DS when he's in school and they study 9/11 in history class. But I can remember it like it was yesterday.
I was working at the SuperTarget in Frisco at the time, which is about 20-30 min drive from our house. The car I had at the time, a 92 Buick Skylark, didn't have a CD player, just a radio/cassette deck. I had turned on the radio so I could put in a tape and Kidd Kraddick (local DJ) was going on and on about how a plane hit the WTC. Knowing that he is prone to staging really elaborate jokes that are in really bad taste sometimes, I kind of thought it was a joke.
Then ABCNews breaks in and starts detailing the first plane hitting the tower and a few minutes later, the second one. I don't know how I got to work, I just did. I walked into the ESC (employee service center) to clock in and looked at the secretaries sitting at their desk. I asked them if they'd heard what was going on and they just kind of nodded grimly.
I went out to my checkstand and the store was practically empty. A few people who had relatives in NYC were allowed to go home, but the general attitude of the upper mgmt was that this was just an ordinary business day. We were not allowed to have the small radios kept in case of bad weather at our checkstands and I was starving for information. WHenever a customer came in, I would ask if there was any new information. Most of them felt sorry for us having to be stuck without a radio or TV. The mall across the street closed at noon.
At some point during my shift, I got permission to call my mother long distance (well..she lives in Ft. Worth, but it's considered long distance from Frisco). I asked her if she'd talked to N, a family friend who's son is a resteraunt chef in NYC. She said that B (N's son) was fine and told me not to worry.
On my lunchbreak, I went back to the ESC instead of the breakroom, so I could sit next to the secretary's desk and listen to the radio they had on. I don't remember eating, but I must have. I do remember crying my eyes out the entire time.
I didn't see any news footage until the 6 pm news that night when I got home. DH ordered pizza because neither one of us was in the mood to cook. We just wanted to be plastered to the TV, like a lot of other people. Since we live so close to Dallas, we wondered if we were next on the list.
When I saw footage of the towers falling, I thought, "Oh God..it's OKC all over again." and just cried.
My birthday, a week later, was sort of bittersweet. I didn't really feel like celebrating when the world was in mourning. It was really difficult to feel happy in the first month or so after 9/11.
When we went to WDW in Feb of 2002, everybody was like "Aren't you afraid to fly? What if terrorists take over your plane?". We couldn't be afraid to fly and if terrorists took over the plane, well, we'd cross that bridge when we got there.
I remember in the first couple of weeks after 9/11, the local radio stations played "God Bless the USA" a lot, as well as mix versions of "Only Time" by Enya and "Hands" by Jewel, the music interspersed with news clips and people commenting on the disaster. I cried so hard when those came on.
I also cried the first time I ever heard "Where Were You On That September Morning" by Alan Jackson.
I wonder how I'm going to explain this to DS when he's older. What it felt like, what was going on in the world afterwards, why we were so afraid.
I wonder if this is how my mother felt when Kennedy was shot.
TOV
I was working at the SuperTarget in Frisco at the time, which is about 20-30 min drive from our house. The car I had at the time, a 92 Buick Skylark, didn't have a CD player, just a radio/cassette deck. I had turned on the radio so I could put in a tape and Kidd Kraddick (local DJ) was going on and on about how a plane hit the WTC. Knowing that he is prone to staging really elaborate jokes that are in really bad taste sometimes, I kind of thought it was a joke.
Then ABCNews breaks in and starts detailing the first plane hitting the tower and a few minutes later, the second one. I don't know how I got to work, I just did. I walked into the ESC (employee service center) to clock in and looked at the secretaries sitting at their desk. I asked them if they'd heard what was going on and they just kind of nodded grimly.
I went out to my checkstand and the store was practically empty. A few people who had relatives in NYC were allowed to go home, but the general attitude of the upper mgmt was that this was just an ordinary business day. We were not allowed to have the small radios kept in case of bad weather at our checkstands and I was starving for information. WHenever a customer came in, I would ask if there was any new information. Most of them felt sorry for us having to be stuck without a radio or TV. The mall across the street closed at noon.
At some point during my shift, I got permission to call my mother long distance (well..she lives in Ft. Worth, but it's considered long distance from Frisco). I asked her if she'd talked to N, a family friend who's son is a resteraunt chef in NYC. She said that B (N's son) was fine and told me not to worry.
On my lunchbreak, I went back to the ESC instead of the breakroom, so I could sit next to the secretary's desk and listen to the radio they had on. I don't remember eating, but I must have. I do remember crying my eyes out the entire time.
I didn't see any news footage until the 6 pm news that night when I got home. DH ordered pizza because neither one of us was in the mood to cook. We just wanted to be plastered to the TV, like a lot of other people. Since we live so close to Dallas, we wondered if we were next on the list.
When I saw footage of the towers falling, I thought, "Oh God..it's OKC all over again." and just cried.
My birthday, a week later, was sort of bittersweet. I didn't really feel like celebrating when the world was in mourning. It was really difficult to feel happy in the first month or so after 9/11.
When we went to WDW in Feb of 2002, everybody was like "Aren't you afraid to fly? What if terrorists take over your plane?". We couldn't be afraid to fly and if terrorists took over the plane, well, we'd cross that bridge when we got there.
I remember in the first couple of weeks after 9/11, the local radio stations played "God Bless the USA" a lot, as well as mix versions of "Only Time" by Enya and "Hands" by Jewel, the music interspersed with news clips and people commenting on the disaster. I cried so hard when those came on.
I also cried the first time I ever heard "Where Were You On That September Morning" by Alan Jackson.
I wonder how I'm going to explain this to DS when he's older. What it felt like, what was going on in the world afterwards, why we were so afraid.
I wonder if this is how my mother felt when Kennedy was shot.
TOV