hey yaya's,
sorry about the pity party last night and thank you for the good thoughts. My grandmother is not doing very well. In may the lung tumor was gone, now it is august and it is back with a vengence. They removed 1.5 quarts of liquid from her chest today so that she can breathe better. She is just ready for all of this to be over! So it's been a little rough. We went through all these emotions last year when she was diagnosed. She went through the chemo like a champ and we thought things would be good for a few months at least, but I guess as soon as the chemo was finished the damn thing decided to reappear. I certainly don't want her to die, but i don't want her to have to live and be miserable so all the same feelings from last nov. have reared their ugly heads and it is hard not to be so down. In november with out treatment they gave her 4 weeks. We don't see the cancer dr. until aug. 22 after her ct scan on the 11, so we won't know anything for sure until then.
sorry to be a downer. i was supposed to work at the store tonight but one of the girls I work with said she would take my shift so I can rest tonight and not have to stand around and pretend i'm thrilled with the world.
Okay, enough with the sap. I'm going to go lay on the couch and watch the news, that should cheer me up!! yeah right!
tara