Daisybelle
I'm just happy to be here
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- May 14, 2008
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WOW I really could have written this myself!Even after two years on WW I still struggle with binge eating. After last week counting every morsel, activity points and weekly points and feeling great, this week I started off by eating 1/2 a container of ice cream. I felt lousy after. It didnt really stop there.This is always followed by the self loathing cycle ( I can say this has gotten a tiny bit better. Maybe because I am getting back on track?)
This week I also wrote down how I felt in my tracker (doing paper and etools this week!). I actually think I felt bettter writing down how lousy I felt
Its not about being perfect, its about being persistent.
I love the blogs they are so helpful.
You are certainly not alone. Have a great day!
BTW when your in the middle of it, it really does feel as if you lost your mind, doesnt it?
Yes, I do feel like I'm losing my mind sometimes!
I logically know what I need to do to lose weight but then something overrides my brain that wants FOOD and the cycle begins again. That being said, yesterday was much better!
I stayed within my points and got a great walk in last night. I really like the idea that fruits and veggies are zero points. I find that I'm making extra sides involving vegetables to help round out a meal. I roasted some asparagus and cherry tomatoes last night that were quite yummy. Tomorrow is my first weigh-in and I'm trying to avoid any sodium-heavy foods.
Even after two years on WW I still struggle with binge eating. After last week counting every morsel, activity points and weekly points and feeling great, this week I started off by eating 1/2 a container of ice cream. I felt lousy after. It didnt really stop there.This is always followed by the self loathing cycle ( I can say this has gotten a tiny bit better. Maybe because I am getting back on track?)
I have 3.6 more to go. This week will be challenging, though. DS turns 11 today -- I have to bake his birthday cake this afternoon. Then this weekend is the Canadian Thanksgiving. We'll be at my FIL's for 3 meals. I'm going to eat maintenance points (35pts) on Sunday and try to have 15 WP's available so hopefully, I'll be fine.
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. The good news is that the weekend will not be as point heavy because I'm sick and we have a swim meet so I won't be tailgating as hard as I have the last couple weeks. The bad news is that I really don't feel like working out.
He thought he was being a good guy because we normally eat ice cream every night before bed and he knew I hadn't bought any. I *used* to eat the whole thing in one sitting, especially when I was stressed. Last night I ate about 10 bites and put it back in the freezer. It was good but a LOT sweeter than what I've been eating lately.