Well...
I took a very long drive today... Went up to Lake George. Needed to clear my head....
Changes are apparently coming and I've felt VERY overwhelmed by it all... It's been a long journey and it has basically taken a lot out of me.
So I went up to the lake... sat by the docks and had a long talk with God... At first I was cold, but I could stay for a while and I found myself being calm and being able to think some things through.
It's not going to be able to happen the way I wanted to, but I have to be thankful that it's happening at all... Some things will have to wait - others can be taken care of sooner.
Most of all, I realized that the emotion I have the most is fear. I'm afraid of what's to come and I really don't want to screw things up, like I did when I was younger. I tell myself I have learned lessons... I hope I have.
I'm probably not going to mention anything on FB... my family knows very little (at least I think they do... they tend to have their own opinions and they aren't always nice.)
So... hopefully it will be over soon... and the new road begins...