Crazy day here...
Ended up having a panic attack this afternoon, so I went to lay down, take some meds and sleep it off... Almost as soon as I got into bed, Emma texted me that My Fair Lady was on Turner Classics... so we sat there semi-together (she's still in Maryland at school...) watching and texting Audrey Hepburn quotes back and forth!!!

I don't know why.. but when I'm always feeling down, one of the kids shows up to help me through it...
I did sleep for a while.. got up around 8 or so.. and checked my FB page and found a message from a good friend of mine telling me that another of our good friends had passed away yesterday. Steve was only a year or so older than me... it was lung cancer. He found out in March... and decided against taking any action and just letting it go. It must have been pretty bad by then - he was a smoker. He never let any of us know. He was cheerful to the end. He spent last weekend down the shore at Long Beach Island which was his favorite place and even had a lobster bake on the beach.
so... I have another crazy angel up in heaven.. and his name is Steve...