Ok, yes I am panicking and secondly, yes you are allowed to laugh at my misery.
So, after pop's funeral my family was doing the normal hanging around the living room chatting stuff and some one said how it was ashamed that we only get together during sad occasions.
Every family says this, it's standard conversation. No one really means it dang knab it.
So of course some one suggested getting together next summer and doing Disney. Now in the intrest of full disclosure I did volunteer to help pull together information. I did make a point of mentioning quite a number of times that I was not, repeat NOT organizing a family reunion to WDW for 70 people including a bunch of people over 80.

I donot have a death wish.
When will I learn? There is a reason why they tell you not to make any major life decision close to the death of a loved one. You will regret it.
Well, my sister just called me twice at work, you know the one who can't organize a 'freakin trip to
Walmart and left a message saying, "I just spoke to a Cindy and we were saying since it's so hot in August, we were wondering if you could pull some thing together for this Christmas"
beep
"Oh hi, it's me again. just wanted to know, could you get a discount because you have a timeshare" call me back.
Is she insane??
We really, really need to think about getting a smilie that has %$#% over it's head.
Can you get emanicipated from your family at 50.
Thanks for talking me down from the ledge.