Urgh, I am such a wreck today.

[2angelsinheaven]

Urgh, I am such an emotional wreck today. I don't know what is wrong with me. I should be excited that we are moving into our new house yet I'm sitting here in tears. Wow, am I really posting this, I guess so... I just need to vent. A little background, my parents split in 97' and I left home to live with Grandparents (move #1), then moved in with my dad in his new place two months later (move #2), then he moved again (move #3), then we didn't get along so I moved back with mom (move #4), then moved back to dads (move #5), then on my own for first time in 99' across the state day after I had surgery OUCH..lol (move #6), that lasted 5 months until I moved in with Fiance' across state again (move #7)... then we moved out into own place 4 months later (move # 8), in 2001 we moved back to my parents town into our new place (move #9), then to take a position as a live in nanny (#9), then job ended move in mom's garage apartment for 3 months (#10), then moved into current place (#11).... so 11 moves since 97', any wonder I'm so tired of this.
I can't get myself to pack, I can't bear going into the moving truck. Each move has always been with sadness and this is the first time its not and I am not sure what to do with myself. Anyone else been through many many moves and feel the same. You want to move but you just dont have the power to get up and do it. Sorry for venting all, just know DISer's are so supportive and I needed some support right now. I broke down crying just 10 minutes ago... yikes, and now I realize computer wil be packed in a few hours too...

 

[floridaminnie]

I moved a lot with my dad being in the air force, so I feel for ya! Just think in less than thirty days you'll be on your cruise and you'll be pampered to heart's content!

 

[meandtheguys]

I am so sorry that you are having such a rough time! I can only send prayers and pixie dust your way. Oh and a .

Michelle

 

[4nana]

Hang in there ~
Take it one day at a time, brighter days are ahead!! I think you are just feeling a little overwhelmed all the moves with not so good memories. Just think, soon you and DH will be in your new home and have the rest of your life to make some very special memories in your own place. Lucky you!

Congratulations!
~ Sandie

 

[2angelsinheaven]

My kitty who I've had since 2000 when DFiance and I got our first place got out and is lost. She has never been outside (except when she got lost in August) and I am so afraid for her. We HAVE to leave in the morning so I don't know what I will do. She is just an itty bitty thing and she is afraid of everything/one. Pixie Dust is needed for Cali's safe return... thanks everyone for the support.

 

[Dan Murphy]

2angelsinheaven

 

[browneyes]

I've only moved 3 times in 34 years.

I hope Cali comes home soon.

 

[nativetxn]

{{{HUGS}}} sweetie. If I lived near you I would volunteer to help. I don't though, sorry.