Glad all of the travelers made it back safe & sound from Disney! Did you find that 'getting away from it all' at Disney helped to alleviate some stress from this? DH and I are letting it get to us too much and would like to take a vacation together. I'm having a little bit of trouble justifying the cost to go to Disney with the price of fertility treatment, but if it helps with the stress it would be worth it.
We had a trip to Disney last year after almost a year of TTC and I can definitely say it helped. But I was more a ball of emotions on that M/E bus than I ever have been. I cry every time I leave but that time it was that much harder. I had to go home to the painful reality again...
Sorry about all the posts today, ladies. Anyone care if I vent here? I hope not. I usually vent to DH, but he's at a lower place than I am right now and I'm trying to be a rock for him. And if I don't let it out to somebody, I'm gonna start crying when I go back to work today. AF is coming in a couple days (thank you, Provera!), and I'm just feeling confused, sad and depressed. I'm sure it's just AF coming, but I'm having trouble keeping a positive attitude. Some co-workers and friends are pregnant or just had babies, and I just heard another 'expecting' announcement. Happy for them, but it hurt to hear how they thought it would take longer to conceive because of this or that, you know how the story goes... Just having trouble understanding today. Thanks for the vent.![]()
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I'm in the same place that you are. Actually I'm worse off. I have no positivity left in me right now after hearing the news last night by TEXT MESSAGE that one of my cousins is pregnant again. Both of them are in school still, their first son was an "oops" and he's 2. I'm 28, DH 29, we both have stable jobs. She told me earlier this year that she was going to "be one of those people that just makes a career out of school", that she is just taking "whatever classes she feels like". We've been trying for 2 years and she just told me that she was wanting to try again back in June....but he wasn't ready yet. But oh lookie there, apparently he was ready now b/c she FORCED him. Because THAT is what she does! The ensuement of texts that followed between my husband and him was not pretty. (We each got a text at the same time--obviously a mass text--that "I'm gonna be a dad again" and my DH proceeded to tell him that they should get their butts out of school first). My aunt is not happy (and she was thrilled about the first one) so that tells you something right there....
I'm sorry guys, I needed to get this out. Having a really rough time of it. I can't figure out why God feels they are so deserving and we're not????