
I am so sorry for your pain. Happy Birthday Ryan!
"There are holes in the floor of Heaven
and their tears are pouring down.
That's how you know they're watching
wishing they could be here now.
And sometimes when you are lonely
just remember they can see.
Because there are holes in the floor of heaven
and they are watching over you and me."
Sorry I don't recall the artist and I am sure I changed a few words; but I think you get the idea. I believe Ryan was looking down on you today to let you know he loves you!