disneydance
DIS Veteran
- Joined
- Feb 18, 2007
- Messages
- 6,637
Ok so this week has been crazy probally worst/best week ever.
On Monday my now ex-best friend(we had been best friends since 3rd grade) Informed me that the reason she couldnt hang out with me anymore was because of her parents and 7th grade
So I didnt know what to do because they apparently hated me so I decided that I wanted to give them a call to appolize if they were still mad about grade 7.
So there divorced and my mom doesnt have her dads # so I asked Katelyn for it and she completely wigged out and said why would you want that it wont make anything better(Which from there I found out the story was a lie)
So then she tell me how much she hates me, how I'm no fun anymore, how she has a life and I dont, how I'm so annoying since I'm trying to get her to get her grade up since she has 2 F's(Katelyn is a 4.0 student).
So then shes all like Oh by the way I havent been your best friend since Chloe came along.
So this really hurt since now were no longer friends since I'm apparently a boring person who doesnt have life, and I'm dumb because I dont have any F's and only A's and B's.
So then my week on Friday got a little better I had no school so my church group had a Fall Reatreat.
So I quit believing in god over this summer.
With that said I hadnt been to anything with the high school group at all.
So I kept on fighting the issue and finnally decided this would be the best place to figure it out.
So I had fun made some christian friends talked to one of the girls about it who sent me to someone else where she talked to me for 3 hours which I was so shocked she had 3 hours to talk about it.
Keep in mind I've been fighting the issues for months and hadnt told anyone about it for the whole period.
So I was talking to her about it today and she said that everything that happened this week was probally supossed to happen since now I'm happy than ever ready to go back to school tommorrow with Christian friends and pretty close to believing in god (I still have a few other things to figure out before I say yes but I think it will happen within the next few weeks). But what I mean is do you think that losing my best friend then going to this life changing event all happen on the same week for a reason.
I mean now I'm kinda happy I'm not her friend even though there are still hurt feeling but the passage we read this morning was Forgive and forget bassically. But still I dont know really now I'm trying to look at the worst moment of my week would have to be being tragged with a group of boys well playing princess wars(Like capture the flag kinda only better meaning in the dark more confusing and having people as the flag) and being stuck hiding on the bus for 20 minutes freaked out. So yeah this was the worst/best week ever.
On Monday my now ex-best friend(we had been best friends since 3rd grade) Informed me that the reason she couldnt hang out with me anymore was because of her parents and 7th grade
So I didnt know what to do because they apparently hated me so I decided that I wanted to give them a call to appolize if they were still mad about grade 7.
So there divorced and my mom doesnt have her dads # so I asked Katelyn for it and she completely wigged out and said why would you want that it wont make anything better(Which from there I found out the story was a lie)
So then she tell me how much she hates me, how I'm no fun anymore, how she has a life and I dont, how I'm so annoying since I'm trying to get her to get her grade up since she has 2 F's(Katelyn is a 4.0 student).
So then shes all like Oh by the way I havent been your best friend since Chloe came along.
So this really hurt since now were no longer friends since I'm apparently a boring person who doesnt have life, and I'm dumb because I dont have any F's and only A's and B's.
So then my week on Friday got a little better I had no school so my church group had a Fall Reatreat.
So I quit believing in god over this summer.
With that said I hadnt been to anything with the high school group at all.
So I kept on fighting the issue and finnally decided this would be the best place to figure it out.
So I had fun made some christian friends talked to one of the girls about it who sent me to someone else where she talked to me for 3 hours which I was so shocked she had 3 hours to talk about it.
Keep in mind I've been fighting the issues for months and hadnt told anyone about it for the whole period.
So I was talking to her about it today and she said that everything that happened this week was probally supossed to happen since now I'm happy than ever ready to go back to school tommorrow with Christian friends and pretty close to believing in god (I still have a few other things to figure out before I say yes but I think it will happen within the next few weeks). But what I mean is do you think that losing my best friend then going to this life changing event all happen on the same week for a reason.
I mean now I'm kinda happy I'm not her friend even though there are still hurt feeling but the passage we read this morning was Forgive and forget bassically. But still I dont know really now I'm trying to look at the worst moment of my week would have to be being tragged with a group of boys well playing princess wars(Like capture the flag kinda only better meaning in the dark more confusing and having people as the flag) and being stuck hiding on the bus for 20 minutes freaked out. So yeah this was the worst/best week ever.
