well as you may have noticed I stopped writing. Our oldest boy Dakota (17) started having what we thought were night terrors. He woke up and would scream, sometimes run out of his room. He was confused, crying, shaking and his heart was racing. Some nights he would be asleep and wake up and feel paralyzed. This all started when James took a turn downward, so we figured that Dakota, who is very serious, and not very talkative, was having trouble dealing with James' illness. We took him to the doctor, who ordered an MRI and EEG, and labs. I kept blowing off these tests, since we KNEW he was having night terrors. Finally we did the tests, and to our surprise, during the EEG, Dakota had two seizures. Then, his MRI came back and shows he has a lesion on his brain...and has an arachnoid cyst in his brain. So far our DR said he will most likely have surgery, then a shunt placed, but other than that we have no idea. We go see the Neuro on the 10th, so until then we sit clueless. I'm a little overwhelmed right now, we were just getting a handle on James' illness, now to have another child having neurological problems seems a bit crazy! I'm going to try to finish our TR this week-end. I was having the post GKTW blues and reliving our experience was more bitter than sweet, so writing became more depressing than fun. I'm getting over that now, and I want to finish.