I have to vent a little and this is the only place where I know people will understand. For the last two months I have found my motivation. Prior to that I was running still, I would just skip a run here and there. The last two months I haven't really skipped any runs (I missed a run last week because I felt my plantar fasciitis coming back so I took a run off and did my stretches, which worked). These last couple of runs I have had have just been brutal mentally. The heat and humidity up here in MA has been record breaking this last month. We reached 96 this week, which for MA is high for this time of year, along with high humidity. I realized you southerners are used to this but we are not. I run in such a hilly area on top of it so my times are 3:00/mile slower than what I was preinjury.
I know the important thing is, I am out there at 5:30 am doing it. Not making excuses anymore. But it is so discouraging. My body won't loosen up for these runs. My Achilles both have tendinitis right now so they are very sore. And I have a 1/2 marathon at the end of the month. It will be my first race for time since September of 2015. All my races since then were fun races, races with other people to help them, or races during my injury comeback where I just wanted to finish.
I know I am rambling. I also know that eventually cooler temps will return and the humidity will disappear. The course for the race is very flat and along the ocean so I may surprise myself on time since I am training on ridiculous hills and humidity, it right now it is just so frustrating. I haven't had a 100+ mile month since before my injury, which is over 2 years now, but I am giving myself a goal of at least 100 miles this month. I will be posting my results and if I don't make it you all have permission to yell at me.
OK, I am done. Thanks for listening.