Wow, I never needed a rant thread than right now xD
Well, today, I knew I was too happy at school, so something terrible was going to happen when I get home. For some reason, fate doesn't want me to have one single day when I can be careless and happy!
Anyway, after my math class, I text my mom:
" i want to drop honors english rachael is going to drop (rachael is my friend who is in my class, she's so smart, and if she can't do it, how in the world am i?!)
and the guidance councellor says that my grade has to be a b- or the class won't be worth it. oh ya, no marching band practice today.
and so a few minutes later she responds:
" fine. but u better get an A or else serious consequences (and you have to know my mother to know what tone that was. but, it was a pretty threataning tone to me.
so I say:
"Like what? I can't garantee an A! (Because it's true. I suck at english. Don't even ask how I friggin got into Honors in the first place!!)
her:
"Then u cant drop he( he= honors english)
I was like....

unfair!
"Then I wont do english at all! (exaggeration)
i cant be sure ill get an a. i can prolly get a B...fine....but im stupid and i don't know. My guidance councellor says itll look bad if i keep getting d's in H.E!
Then she stopped texting me.
So I'm like, ok...she said I can drop!
So my day goes amazingly...until I get home.
So I go into the kitchen at 4 to get an apple. And my mom comes in and tells me that she called my teacher and my guidance councellor (I wanted to kill myself. I was so horrified.) My stupid teacher told my mom my grades (I am so horrified, I get *&@$*&$ 50's and 60's in that class! I wanted to strangle my teacher!!! And I still do!) And so my mom says I have a meeting with my guidance councellor tomorrow, and I meet with my teacher thursday after school. I'm so upset. I hate it. I feel so stupid. I'm such a horrible writer I can't even express how I feel! Anyway, being the stubborn person I try to be, I don't want to say anything. I might just not go at all. But, being the pushover I am, I'm probably going to explode and confess everything. More than anything, I want to say how badly I don't belong in that class. Maybe they'll wise up and beat my mother saying "THIS CHILD DOES NOT BELONG IN AN HONORS CLASS." I want them to realize that SO bad. I can not write honor worthy essays!
And, my english teacher, being the idiot she is, tells my mom I have the ability to do it, I just don't do it, I was like...

what are you saying! You don't know me! You. Don't. Know. Me! You can't say that I know how to write. Look at all my essays from last year. They. Suck. They. Suck. THEY SUCK and they pretty much tell you in friggin bold letters, that THIS GIRL CAN NOT WRITE. I don't like my teacher at all. She is sooo nice...but...it's just...ugh...hard to say.... I don't like her teaching methods at all. Pretty much EVERYONE in that class says the same. But it's different for me, because they get decent grades.
Wow, I pretty much exploded on this thread.
Sorry
