I am so upset. So as I mentioned yesterday, I was rejected. I called today and spoke with a very friendly woman about why I was rejected. Her reasoning was I picked Photopass Photographer which was a very selective role.
I listed at least 9 other roles. Custodial was in my top 3.
REALLY?! She said they didn't want to put me in a role where I wouldn't be happy. I sure am not happy about having the dream I've had since I was 10 years old shot down, that's for sure.
She also mentioned that I didn't give elaborate enough answers. I provided a good example for each question of how I handled each situation. The only problem is that she basically asked me the same question twice at one point and I had nothing to say. Not to mention the interviewer was cold and unfriendly. If I had the woman I just spoke to on the phone for my interview I would have done fine. She was friendly and bubbly and easy to talk to. The other woman was like talking to a robot.
This has just been a terrible 24 hours. I know I shouldn't complain but day after day I saw everyone getting accepted and truly believed I had a shot. Especially considering I was good enough to be accepted last semester. I asked and she said I can apply for
Disneyland's college program but I really want to work at Disney World. Disney World, like it's name, is a world of it's own far removed from the outside, complete with it's own magic. At Disneyland you can basically walk outside and see a Taco Bell. Now, I love Taco Bell but it's far from magical. and I haven't heard of anyone having a good experience in the DLCP yet. But it is new and it's always what you make of it.
Sorry for another long whiney rant. I need a diary, I know. It just feels like my life is upside down. I've spent the last month or two listening to nothing but Disney Park's BGM..and reading about Walt, and reading about the how the Imagineers designed the parks, etc.. Now seeing or hearing any of that stuff reminds me that I'm not good enough to scrub the toilets for them. It's like I have to detox for a while to get back into the groove of things. But those are the things I enjoy so I lose all that I love. It's a lose-lose. I didn't think I cared this much but I guess I do. I'll probably delete this later when I'm in a better mood so don't quote it. haha.