The New New New Random Thread.

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Rawrr

 

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I wish the sun would never come,
It's 4 am and you're done,
I hope you know you're letting go
It's 4am and i'm alone.

 

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Goodbye goodbye
Goodbye you never know
Hold a little tighter
4am forever.

 

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My ankle is so painful.
I'm glad i'm not riding a young horse again.

 

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Well the haircuts hot but this has gotta stop,
Good shoes won't save you this time.
I think you're gonna find with everything combined,
That you time's running out on this lie.

 

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Maybe someday you will end these tears and go.

 

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You're never gonna catch tomorrow.

 

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I need to tidy my room.
But the majority isn't my mess.
Just the dirty clothes, the crisp packet and a plate

 

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I apparently have to get a saturday job. Hahahaha.

 

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I couldn't work in a shop.
I don't have the people skills.
xD

 

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It's not like i'm deliberately rude.
I'm just shy.
To the point where it comes off as ignorance.
I'm alright in certain situations.
I'm quite loud once you get past the shyness.

 

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My nan always shouted at me when her friends used to come over because i'd mumble and look at the floor.

 

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I was like it at the stables to.
But then Jess came along.
She takes credit for me.
xD

 

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I haven't spoken to or ridden with Jess for a few months =[
She seems to have really gone off me.
I admit that since I had murphy and my own transport i've been a lot more independant and haven't needed her like I used to.
Now whenever I talk she kinda ignores me a little.

 

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I didn't just like drop her.
I ride Wednesdays and she doesn't.
I ride Fridays and she's always doing the opposite to me so I stick with Sophia.
On weekends we compete together but still don't talk.

 

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Sophia has kinda become to me what I was to Jess.
We've kind of stolen Jess' money from transporting people because now we take everyone.

 

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We're told we can't have little groups or arguments on the yard. When you put a bunch of 10-18yr olds together it's always going to happen.
I tend to ride independantly now as well.
I ride out with Sarah and Rachel on a wednesday.
I ride with Soph or Jess sometimes on a Friday.
I ride by myself or compete at weekends.
I hardly ever see Tess or Ellie.
I never see either of the other Sarah's.
I never see Christina.
I haven't met any of the new ones.

 

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I was put on days where my instructor isn't around because she doesn't need to keep an eye on me. Not on Murph anyway.

 

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I really liked Comet yesterday.
I think i'd need a bit of work to ride him to the standard he's been used to but he's happy to have a total novice on him.
His jump was lush over the water tray.
He does have straightness issues though, you really have to ride him into the fence straight making very sure your reins are exactly equal.
I'd like to ride him in better conditions to see what he's like.

 

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I have no idea how strong he is behind.
They say he's not strong but his rider is a lot bigger than me.
I should take Murph up so we can hack out together.
Murph probably would run off though xD