The Mad Chatters thread Part 16

[cyjmhill]

Also, I forgot to mention that DD had to read her Cinfirmation Essay at church last night. He diid a wonderful job and made her Dad so proud of her!

Just thought I'd share.

Have a great day!

 

[paigevz]

Hey, Paige! So you're not going to the funeral?

What does Bomb want?

No.

I don't know for sure.........but she's REALLY looking for you in big red letters.

Hi and bye Cy.

Tricia, oh, I have things in my heart that my head doesn't know how to say.

 

[Bbgrizzle]

No.

I don't know for sure.........but she's REALLY looking for you in big red letters.

Hi and bye Cy.

Tricia, oh, I have things in my heart that my head doesn't know how to say.

I found her

hey, Paige, when are you leaving? Are you still gonna try and meet up wtih me? Are you bringing my number lady?

 

[Grumpy's Wife]

Tricia, oh, I have things in my heart that my head doesn't know how to say.

Just start typing and let it all spill out. It's not good to hold things in. Just makes you more upset.

Is your vacation coming up?


Bonnie are you home for lunch or another snow day?

 

[Bbgrizzle]

Also, I forgot to mention that DD had to read her Cinfirmation Essay at church last night. He diid a wonderful job and made her Dad so proud of her!

Just thought I'd share.

Have a great day!

Howdy, Cy! Congrats to your DD on her great job! You sound like a proud daddy!!


Hey, Trisha...I'm home for lunch. The girls have a snow day though so I brought them some happy meals. They are thrilled with me.

 

[Grumpy's Wife]

That was nice of you Bonnie. Why the girls and not you (for the snow day)?

 

[Bbgrizzle]

That was nice of you Bonnie. Why the girls and not you (for the snow day)?

I don't teach in public school. And truthfully, we were surpirsed that the girls got a snow day cause the roads weren't bad at all

 

[Grumpy's Wife]

I guess snow days are something that I will never experience.

 

[paigevz]

I found her

hey, Paige, when are you leaving? Are you still gonna try and meet up wtih me? Are you bringing my number lady?

Yes I have your number programmed sweetie, and I am going to call you when we are in our DC hotel. We'll set something up. Leaving Friday night.

Just start typing and let it all spill out. It's not good to hold things in. Just makes you more upset.

Is your vacation coming up?


Bonnie are you home for lunch or another snow day?

Okay then, hold on and let me see if I can spill a bit.

 

[Grumpy's Wife]

Leaving Friday night.

As in tomorrow night? Wow I didn't realize it was that close. Enjoy and I hope you and your family have a fab time.

 

[paigevz]

Well, I guess I am very tired. I am ready for vacation, but I am also wondering if it is wise to even be taking a vacation as tired as I am. I will have to do all the driving, and the kids are so young and it's a driving vacation. But of course we do want to go.

And I am very sad, and my head hurts.

And I think of all the things that are good around me and I should be happy about and that should be bringing me joy and they do, but it's all tempered by all this other. And I think of what sadness and pain is in the world, and I wonder if there truly is enough good to balance.

And I do worry about the pain my kids are going to have to experience......and there just seems to be so darn much lately. And I'm just really very tired. And my head hurts.

And I still feel guilty about feeling bad when I have so much.

 

[Grumpy's Wife]

Paige I think all the thoughts and feelings you are having are normal. The vacation will do you good. A nice bonding and getting back in touch kind of trip.

I wish I could do something to make you feel better. I do still pray for your husband every day.

Don't think of all the things your kids will miss but maybe they wont. Maybe, just maybe some new treatment will be able to help your DH.

Remember to take baby steps and think positively. Your state of mind will help you deal with the everyday. Hugs my friend.

 

[paigevz]

And I'm very very very very very MAD that such a young vibrant GIFTED teacher had to die and all these children are now in pain.

 

[Grumpy's Wife]

And I'm very very very very very MAD that such a young vibrant GIFTED teacher had to die and all these children are now in pain.

I'm so sorry Paige.

 

[babynurse1]

Well, I guess I am very tired. I am ready for vacation, but I am also wondering if it is wise to even be taking a vacation as tired as I am. I will have to do all the driving, and the kids are so young and it's a driving vacation. But of course we do want to go.

And I am very sad, and my head hurts.

And I think of all the things that are good around me and I should be happy about and that should be bringing me joy and they do, but it's all tempered by all this other. And I think of what sadness and pain is in the world, and I wonder if there truly is enough good to balance.

And I do worry about the pain my kids are going to have to experience......and there just seems to be so darn much lately. And I'm just really very tired. And my head hurts.

And I still feel guilty about feeling bad when I have so much.

Paige, my friend, you have nothing to feel guilty about. You've had so many obstacles to cross lately. Who wouldn't feel exhausted and sad and in pain? You have every right to feel all of those things. And sometimes the things that should bring us joy can't because our heart is simply too full of hurt. But the old saying is true, time can and does heal all wounds. Just try to take it day by day and when you can't do that, take it moment by moment.
I know you can get through this, although it may seem impossible. You have so much strength in there, just dig down and find it. BUT when you feel like you don't have enough strength to make it, know your dis buddies are here. Feel free to pm me anytime you want. I don't want you to feel like you're alone.

I am truly sorry you're going through such a rough time. Hugs and prayers.

 

[paigevz]

Paige I think all the thoughts and feelings you are having are normal. The vacation will do you good. A nice bonding and getting back in touch kind of trip.

I wish I could do something to make you feel better. I do still pray for your husband every day.

Don't think of all the things your kids will miss but maybe they wont. Maybe, just maybe some new treatment will be able to help your DH.

Remember to take baby steps and think positively. Your state of mind will help you deal with the everyday. Hugs my friend.

Ah, but see Tricia, I've moved past them losing their daddy to perhaps losing their own spouse young someday..........or the heartache of having an ill spouse someday.........or having a spouse become debilitated........or the million and one other heartaches there are.

I know I shouldn't even be thinking that far ahead and worrying about things that will perhaps never happen. But when you are surrounded by so many people in so much pain............

I know I can't protect them from life. I just don't want them to feel this way. Not ever.

 

[babynurse1]

And I'm very very very very very MAD that such a young vibrant GIFTED teacher had to die and all these children are now in pain.

and that is a very valid and understandable thing to feel. Nobody knows why things happen like they do. Somtimes you just have to surrender to the fact that there is a higher power who in His infinite wisdom had a different plan than what we expected.

(that's my opinion, not trying to offend anyone who does not believe in a higher power)

 

[Grumpy's Wife]

Good Afternoon Elisabeth.

 

[babynurse1]

Good Afternoon Elisabeth.

Hi Tricia.

i was driving by and saw Paige's post.
I just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you Paige.

 

[paigevz]

Hi Tricia.

i was driving by and saw Paige's post.
I just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you Paige.

Hello M'lady.

I'm just a bit whiny today.