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<font color=royalblue>i can't believe that i will
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Good Afternoon Everyone,
OMG I can not believe that I am finally sitting here at my computer after what seems like forever. I don't know how long i'll be able to sit, so i'm going to type really really fast, so i can get a lot of information in.......Lets see.....where do i start???? thank you so very very much to everyone for your thoughts, prayers, pixie dust, calls, texts, fruits, lumpys, well wishes and just about everything. i could not have made it through all this with out the help of all you GREAT people. it's has been complete HE** for me the past 9 days. i can think of a million better ways to spend 9 days. so i had a c-section 6 1/2 years ago and it was a breeze. i carried my 8lb baby around and this was nothing like that. it is a zillion more times the pain. to cough, sneeze, laugh, or anything that uses the belly is a fate worst than death. did i really sign up for this??? i must have been out of my mind. i thought no big deal, i can do this. i did the c-section fine. OMG. they say it will get better, but i'm not buying that. to sit and to the belly bend is just about murder! to stand straight up is torture because it stretches the cut. holy cow. i can't lay down on my side cause everything shifts and it just kills. so where does that leave me?? i'm thinking maybe i should be a bat and hand from the ceiling???!!!LOL. all kidding aside i have been in so much pain i can't even begin to tell you. no lets talk narcotics. NOT FOR ME! they make me loopy, dizzy, pukey, stupid, (or maybe the last one i'm capable of on my own!!!) heck i don't even know anymore. i'm taking prescription motrin and it's not even touching it. but i wanted to hop on and let everyone know how much i appreciate everything you have all done for me. my mom went to my sisters house which is over the river and through the woods and i wanted her to be safe so i gave her my cell phone which she left there. so that left me without communication via text. and my internet was down and that was freaking me out. not that i really wanted to sit here, because it hurts so damn much. i hate the tv. i hate the couch. i hate the bed. i hate everything right now it seems. i'm sorry you guys. i feel like such a complainer. i just want to feel like me again. i know, i know it takes time. that whole rome was not built in a day saying is totally for me. apparently i've learned that i'm not very patient.
ok i have to stand up right now so i'm signing off but i'm alive and in loads of pain. please keep me in your thoughts and prayers to help me get over this hump. i'd appreciate it. and is it a hump or a gigantic hill???? i promise not to make anyone worry anymore and at least sign in once a day.
hope all you guys are good!
OMG I can not believe that I am finally sitting here at my computer after what seems like forever. I don't know how long i'll be able to sit, so i'm going to type really really fast, so i can get a lot of information in.......Lets see.....where do i start???? thank you so very very much to everyone for your thoughts, prayers, pixie dust, calls, texts, fruits, lumpys, well wishes and just about everything. i could not have made it through all this with out the help of all you GREAT people. it's has been complete HE** for me the past 9 days. i can think of a million better ways to spend 9 days. so i had a c-section 6 1/2 years ago and it was a breeze. i carried my 8lb baby around and this was nothing like that. it is a zillion more times the pain. to cough, sneeze, laugh, or anything that uses the belly is a fate worst than death. did i really sign up for this??? i must have been out of my mind. i thought no big deal, i can do this. i did the c-section fine. OMG. they say it will get better, but i'm not buying that. to sit and to the belly bend is just about murder! to stand straight up is torture because it stretches the cut. holy cow. i can't lay down on my side cause everything shifts and it just kills. so where does that leave me?? i'm thinking maybe i should be a bat and hand from the ceiling???!!!LOL. all kidding aside i have been in so much pain i can't even begin to tell you. no lets talk narcotics. NOT FOR ME! they make me loopy, dizzy, pukey, stupid, (or maybe the last one i'm capable of on my own!!!) heck i don't even know anymore. i'm taking prescription motrin and it's not even touching it. but i wanted to hop on and let everyone know how much i appreciate everything you have all done for me. my mom went to my sisters house which is over the river and through the woods and i wanted her to be safe so i gave her my cell phone which she left there. so that left me without communication via text. and my internet was down and that was freaking me out. not that i really wanted to sit here, because it hurts so damn much. i hate the tv. i hate the couch. i hate the bed. i hate everything right now it seems. i'm sorry you guys. i feel like such a complainer. i just want to feel like me again. i know, i know it takes time. that whole rome was not built in a day saying is totally for me. apparently i've learned that i'm not very patient.
ok i have to stand up right now so i'm signing off but i'm alive and in loads of pain. please keep me in your thoughts and prayers to help me get over this hump. i'd appreciate it. and is it a hump or a gigantic hill???? i promise not to make anyone worry anymore and at least sign in once a day.
hope all you guys are good!
I am soo sorry for the pain.
your poor sister. Your phone has been texted and called so many times she probably flushed it down a toilet.
Oh, sorry, didn't mean to make you laugh.
