Team Goddess - Volume 11. Rocking 2012 Goddess Style!

My mom had a pretty bad fall last night - she's okay - stitches (well staples) - and some scans. But not good. So I will catch up later - no head space. The positive is that I've been bugging my father to reach out to get access to care and the hospital helped him out with that and pushed him and he's getting assistance already - as in tomorrow - my mom doesn't want them in but oh well - my dad was out for a bit and could of not been there to help her after she fell and there was blood - so like I tell him he has to have a life (Despite my mom's condition - they NEVER stop - still go the theatre and dinner and all that socializing - it's unreal - and even without the dementia they are 76 and 77 this year). I've also been begging him to do the legal documents that are necessary as if anything happens to him were totally screwed with our legal clout to make things right for my mom. So I'll start praying that he does it. Oh life.

Staples. Remember when I was dying to pull my staples out myself Nancy? :rotfl2: So funny!!! They were so ripe for the picking. It killed me not to. :rotfl: AND I don't think I've told you but my scar is like NOTHING - the ONE plus of fairer than fair whiter than white pinker than pink skin. The ONE plus.

Oh and Nancy you've TOTALLY screwed me out of my birthday present. :rotfl2: Totally. Wait to you hear what I asked for and why you screwed my chances of ever getting it - royally. :goodvibes

I've got a lot of catching up to do. Hi to everyone.

Oh and I went back on FB tonight and was totally annoyed within minutes. :rotfl2: I'm not joking. MINUTES. Totally annoyed seems to be my thing this week. :goodvibes Just one little funhouse moment - my sister's on there talking about my grandparents and how they both came from Ireland here (separately met here) on a ship and somehow is relating it to the Titanic. :rotfl2: OMG. I miss a little tiny bit of fb. I have to learn how to ignore. But bullsh!t just sucks every single ounce of energy from my body. And it's SO STINKY over there. :laughing:
 
My mom had a pretty bad fall last night - she's okay - stitches (well staples) - and some scans. But not good.

:hug: I'll be praying for you all :lovestruc


Oh and Nancy you've TOTALLY screwed me out of my birthday present. :rotfl2: Totally. Wait to you hear what I asked for and why you screwed my chances of ever getting it - royally. :goodvibes

oh jeez. I can't wait to hear this one :rolleyes1:rotfl:



In continuing with my daily game, I'm on C. And having trouble with chosing one word. I'm beginning to feel like a Dr. Suess Book.

Big C, little c, what begins with C? Consistant concious choices...C, C, C.:rotfl2:
 
Lisa, OMG :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: so much you have your father have to deal with, how is your mom today?

Nancy, how is the letter C today?

Rhi, Your brother in Japan, when does he come home?


OH, Hi my name is Jo.. bad thread friend.. I have DIS back on line at work (for now) so I hope to be back in at least once a day.

My legs are better I ran 7 on Saturday, but have not worked out other than that. I need to get to doing some weight training, I have been learning that alot of my legs issues is from lack of weight training.


Lisa, your weight training... tell me what you do that you love so much
 
Nancy, how is the letter C today?

other than wanting to add "CRYING", so far so good. I'm frustrated on so many levels right now but really trying to get a grip on the new *normal* (whatever that means :upsidedow)


OH, Hi my name is Jo.. bad thread friend.. I have DIS back on line at work (for now) so I hope to be back in at least once a day.

:thumbsup2 enjoy it while it lasts

My legs are better I ran 7 on Saturday, but have not worked out other than that

nice job on the mileage Jo!

I'm on a running sebatical. Biking, elliptical, walking. That's my primary cardio exercise. I go back to PT tomorrow, so we'll see what they say. <sigh>
 

I just lost a aksdfjkldjfdlkfjalskdfj post - a long - thought out - lovely multi-quote. Kdfjldkfjalk;dfja;lsdkfjal;sdfkjal;sdkfj;lfjk;a. And it this has been going on for over an hour. This is one he!! of a week.

So here's the short form. Just for you Karen! :rotfl2: :mic:

Thank you everyone. :love:

Karen - you can't just say new camera and then nada. Come on! Details. No thoughts on the mirrorless?

Rhianna - I can't even tell you everything I said to you. My head hurts thinking of everything. Love the race. Sighed at your brother - we have no clue, eh? None. Zip. Nada what they live. Work - frustrating but take it from me just leave them on their path - don't get on it and jump back on yours. I know you are - just a big lesson for me - get the he!! off other people's paths and nonsense. Can't wait to hear about the weekend. Good for you to focus on the loss not gain AND laughed so loudly at your attempt to join Nancy's alphabet fun. LOVED it.

Kelly - :hug:with your granddad. Miss you. Big time. Hang in there. I had English words to pass by you - don't know if I remember but I think *chav*.

I went back on fb last night and went straight to your page. :rotfl: So funny you are.

Jo - I'll come back with the weight training schedule. I'm too wiped right now. And to talk to you Nancy as well - I'm wiped. Much to say Nancy.

Hi Kat!
 
Morning all. I had a crazy week or so but I finally feel like things have settled down now that a big work event is over. (Evening of Excellence where we display artwork for the children so parents can come see how excellent their children are. I spent hours mounting art on poster board, hours and hours.... at my house.)

Nancy- Montreal?? Thats like 30 minutes from Brian's house or maybe 45 yet I've never been. But everyone says its a great place to go. When are you thinking about going?

Lisa- I can't tell you how many times I post things on facebook and think this is a post Lisa would comment on. It's often. I cleared a lot of negative people off my facebook and do my best to ignore the rest. As for your mom I'll just send you lots of hugs. My grandfather had dementia for the last ten years of his life, it's a very hard thing for a family to live with. I hope your mom is doing better today.

Jo- Weight training definitely helps or really any kind of strength training. (Some of the best exercises are done using your body as the weight.) I've seen a big improvements in my race times since I started a regular strength training routine. I use Nike Training Club on my iphone when I'm in Vermont(away from the workout room we have in our house) or on those days when I decide to do something in addition to what I had planned that day. It might be worth checking out.


Everyone have a great day, off to work for me.
 
Lisa, I'm so sorry about your Mom's fall. I think you should look into mirrorless! They are better than P&S camera's without all the hassle of a DSLR. They are all the rage, I would love to get my hands on one, just to see how it works!

LOVE my camera, the upgrade was so worth it, the clarity I get is amazing...better than my own eyes, I think! Here's a shot I took Tuesday:

Molly048pp.jpg


Megan, sounds like your busy week is slowing down just as mine is speeding up! Crazy week-end and weekend of petsitting, Earth Day stuff, and two teen bday parties (thank goodness I can just drop her off). BTW, my daughter is just 11, so it doesn't sit well with me that all her friends are turning "teen" this year! :p Actually, one is turning 12 and the other 14. I didn't tell you (b/c this is a public forum) that my baby...is NOT a baby anymore! I knew it was coming, but didn't think it would actually freak me out the way it did. Luckily we had talked many many times and I held all my freaking out on the inside!

darn, rambling again. Sorry!
 
Jo - He literally just left, so it will be *maybe* another 9 months before he's home, and depending on what happens with his rank he could be off again just as soon as he gets back. Whether or not he picks up, there's a chance he could either stay out in San Diego and head back on another deployment three months after he gets home, or they'll move him back to Lejeune and he'll likely go back to Infantry. His wife and I are keeping our fingers crossed that he gets sent back to Lejeune because there's a great brain injury center there. However, I do have to say that after dealing with years of his being deployed to the Middle East, his current deployment which will have him bouncing around the islands in the Pacific Rim is a cakewalk as far as my stress goes. I get pics of his adventures there and it looks BEAUTIFUL.

Lisa- Thanks. From the bottom of my heart-- even though I didn't get to read the full response, the fact that you took the time to type something out really means a lot. I think I just tend to internalize it all so when it finally comes out it's just BLAH. The best part of letting it all out is that I'm starting to feel a lot better-- like things aren't weighing on my chest and I'm actually able to get out of my pity party for one and start living life. I was trying to think of a C for yesterday, and after the 5k I ran last night, CATASTROPHE is the word I'd choose. But more on that in a few.

Karen- LOVE the shot. I'm way better at shooting scenery than people. Do you just take tons of shots and find the 'good' ones? Or is there a secret?


And on to the catastrophe, which really wasn't THAT bad now that it's the morning after. It was more a comedy of errors. My company put together a team for the Mercedes Benz Corporate Challenge in WPB, and the plan was that I'd drive over with a few coworkers and I was left behind. I finally catch up with them and park somewhere so we can carpool. When we finally found a spot to park, we realized that we needed to put $5 into the slot. We only had $20's. Eventually this guy came over to us saying he was the parking attendant. We gave him money, got change, and left for the race. At the start, there was this Tony Little-on-crack-type guy warming up the crowds for like a 40 minute warm up. It was hysterical and I likely would have joined in had it not been like 90 degrees with air so thick you could bite it. The race wasn't bad as we basically ran along Flagler Drive for an up and back course. We started out in a cluster-eff of people who didn't realize strollers should start behind runners, but eventually managed to hit a good pace for the first half. However, as we're taking the corner, one of my coworkers realized he lost his keys. So the last 1.5 miles was us basically stopping everyone and asking if anyone saw them, running around palm trees trying to see if they were kicked there... a mess. But we had rum. Yes, my coworker brought rum to the 5k and was drinking it while he was running. I have to admit, it was helpful. We found our coworkers, found the keys at lost and found, managed to have our picture taken with some sports drink people, and then went off to the bar. On our way back? We realize that the parking attendant may not have actually been a parking attendant since it was someone else on duty. It was a hilarious catastrophe that we can't stop talking about this morning. So all in all, a win.
 
Crazy busy day here. Just popping in to say D - determination! That's what I'm focused on today.

Headed out to PT in just a few. More from me tonight.
 
And Frankie? [/B][/COLOR]

Oh Frankie. Frankie is a day by day thing. One day I actually said to him - :rotfl2: - HELLO! Are you living or dying? :rotfl:

I know how awful that sounds. But I know that I love him so. :lmao:

Thanks so much for asking Nancy. I haven't said a thing because it's so all over the place.

So, I've been struggling a bit. Well, lot. And as a result I've been avoiding some things - one of which is posting here. :sad2:

That is a big mistake. It's the times that I'm struggling that I need to be here the most. SO! Now that I'm done with vacations and weekends away for a while I've decided that I'm recommitting to ME today. :thumbsup2

I like to play mind games with myself. It makes hard/long/unpleasant tasks easier to manage. I tried this particular tactic a while back - maybe Vol 1 or 2 of the thread? :confused3 Anyway, it's my alphabet adjective game. Every day I pick a new adjective that I'm going to do/be/strive for during the day. 26 days of being "on plan" is a daunting thought right now. But for one day, I can be one thing.

Am I making any sense at all :rotfl2:

Today is "A" and I'm going to focus on being Active. (which means the minute I finish this post I'm back up out of my chair and finding something else to do!) My potential to-do list for today includes a bit of gardening, washing some windows, mopping the kitchen floor. Active. Tomorrow, I'll choose a "B" word (ha. not b*tchy. I hope. :rolleyes1) and so on...


Nancy - I just edited all of this out. I went on too much. If you've already read it - well.....

Anyway, I am very frustrated for you but at the same time so wish you - and all of us - were kinder to ourselves.

Also, I think it's time you just workout to workout - for the joy you get from it - for the mental release you and I both cherish and because you are an athlete.

And for a time stop checking it - scale or Erin's do da. And just enjoy.

Okay, saying way too much again. Love you.


Crap I took out the goods.

Montreal is only 5 hours.

Newbies - I went to school near Montreal (university) so my youth is Montreal. Friends still there.

And Ms. Megan your man is not so close unless he's speeding like a demon even at the 45 minutes. So he's just north of Burlington then?

And stay off my dam@ lake Megan!

oh jeez. I can't wait to hear this one :rolleyes1:rotfl:



So as everyone knows the scale is not a love of mine. Not because I've not been very successful but because I read on a different planet to most. So it gets totally bothersome.

So I got all excited about your do da from Erin Nancy. The other day I found it again and linked it to Jean suggesting the purchase to celebrate my birth. And she's not into it. She's all like "really - so you can now get focused on different kind of numbers?".

I'm like eff off. :rotfl2: It's my birthday - don't down my wants. And I explain that this would be better because I'm the opposite of skinny fat. I'm whatever. Solid nonsense. yeah, I like that. I'm solid nonsense. :rotfl2: So let it tell me how solid I am. Good apparatus. :beach:

So she's not into it but I'm feeling I *might* open it with pure joy on my birthday.

NOPE. Now, because of you Nancy I don't have a chance in he!! of being happy on my birthday. :lmao: ;)

You see she and I were having this conversation about age. She's 50 and how strange everything has been around weights - cardio - scale weight - size and I STUPIDLY say "we're not alone - Nancy just said her muscle mass went up but so did her fat percentage...."

And it was one of those moments where it was coming out of my mouth and I knew I was screwed as I'm speaking. :rotfl: Aren't they great moments?

She goes "so she used that thing you want for your birthday? The device that is supposed to be positive for you?"

Uh oh. :rotfl2:

I'm not getting it. Just a feeling. :stir:
 
My legs are better I ran 7 on Saturday, but have not worked out other than that. I need to get to doing some weight training, I have been learning that alot of my legs issues is from lack of weight training.


Lisa, your weight training... tell me what you do that you love so much

And don't think you're safe from my tirade. :laughing: (I edited what I'm referring to Jo but keeping this in - I just worry about the next generation - not what we say but how they pick everything up). Jo, you must get it done and leave it alone because of your family. Those two girls are precious and they will watch you like a hawk because they want to be just like you. So be careful with your ways, okay? Just let them see how fierce you are!

And the hamstrings not being as strong as the quads is a biggie for women and injuries.

So listen both my weight workouts are an hour. But I have a much better suggestion for you. Why not do 8 minutes in the morning every day sort of deal?

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You take two weight exercises - just like Megan said mine are mostly body weight exercises - and do them in four sets. And then the next day pick two more that are not overworking the same areas and so on and so on. And if you run out of options then repeat some like a cycle. And you do this short weight workout every day (six days) every week and add your cardio when you want. I often use this on vacation or when I'm bored with my usual. It's great for feeling worked out even if you don't get your cardio in and can be done anywhere. Will work with ZERO equipment although I do take hand weights.

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Mine Jo is two ways. One is to do all weights. One after another after another without stopping and I have enough moves that two cycles makes an hour.

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The other is even more satisfying but is hard on the body so it needs good rest time.

I do a four minute warm up.

Then stretching. Mostly dynamic not static.

Then start.

3 minutes hard cardio (anything - any machine - kick boxing - running (not me - talking to you. ;)) - jump rope - jumping jacks)

Immediately on to two weight moves. Twice.

3 minutes hard cardio

Two weight moves. Twice.

And so on and so on until an hour. I have enough that it is only once cycle.

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I used to do this workout all the time but it stresses my body (too much) sometimes so after the operation I had to leave it but picked it back up last week. And we shall see. But all weights that I listed above is good too.

As for the moves. Just pick up any SHAPE type magazine and they're full of them. Or Jillian's Boost Your Metabolism is all body weight moves. And is cheap just to give you some ideas.

I do use some weights Jo. One I love is kettlebell swings with weights instead.

Morning all. I had a crazy week or so but I finally feel like things have settled down now that a big work event is over. (Evening of Excellence where we display artwork for the children so parents can come see how excellent their children are. I spent hours mounting art on poster board, hours and hours.... at my house.)

Nancy- Montreal?? Thats like 30 minutes from Brian's house or maybe 45 yet I've never been. But everyone says its a great place to go. When are you thinking about going?

Lisa- I can't tell you how many times I post things on facebook and think this is a post Lisa would comment on. It's often. I cleared a lot of negative people off my facebook and do my best to ignore the rest. As for your mom I'll just send you lots of hugs. My grandfather had dementia for the last ten years of his life, it's a very hard thing for a family to live with. I hope your mom is doing better today.

Jo- Weight training definitely helps or really any kind of strength training. (Some of the best exercises are done using your body as the weight.) I've seen a big improvements in my race times since I started a regular strength training routine. I use Nike Training Club on my iphone when I'm in Vermont(away from the workout room we have in our house) or on those days when I decide to do something in addition to what I had planned that day. It might be worth checking out.


Everyone have a great day, off to work for me.

Listen to Megan Jo. Plus she looks fantastic.

So parents can see how excellent their children are. :rotfl2:

And Megan I can't do that on fb because some of the annoying ones are loved ones!!! Funny.

Lisa, I'm so sorry about your Mom's fall. I think you should look into mirrorless! They are better than P&S camera's without all the hassle of a DSLR. They are all the rage, I would love to get my hands on one, just to see how it works!

LOVE my camera, the upgrade was so worth it, the clarity I get is amazing...better than my own eyes, I think! Here's a shot I took Tuesday:

Molly048pp.jpg


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Glad for her that you held in your freaking on the inside Karen. :rotfl: ;) So young, eh?

Listen Ms. Talented - you're driving me crazy. You can't simply post your lovely shots without giving us the goods on the camera. Which one? I'm SO curious.

Fantastic shot Karen. Lovely.

Jo - He literally just left, so it will be *maybe* another 9 months before he's home, and depending on what happens with his rank he could be off again just as soon as he gets back. Whether or not he picks up, there's a chance he could either stay out in San Diego and head back on another deployment three months after he gets home, or they'll move him back to Lejeune and he'll likely go back to Infantry. His wife and I are keeping our fingers crossed that he gets sent back to Lejeune because there's a great brain injury center there. However, I do have to say that after dealing with years of his being deployed to the Middle East, his current deployment which will have him bouncing around the islands in the Pacific Rim is a cakewalk as far as my stress goes. I get pics of his adventures there and it looks BEAUTIFUL.

Lisa- Thanks. From the bottom of my heart-- even though I didn't get to read the full response, the fact that you took the time to type something out really means a lot. I think I just tend to internalize it all so when it finally comes out it's just BLAH. The best part of letting it all out is that I'm starting to feel a lot better-- like things aren't weighing on my chest and I'm actually able to get out of my pity party for one and start living life. I was trying to think of a C for yesterday, and after the 5k I ran last night, CATASTROPHE is the word I'd choose. But more on that in a few.

Karen- LOVE the shot. I'm way better at shooting scenery than people. Do you just take tons of shots and find the 'good' ones? Or is there a secret?


And on to the catastrophe, which really wasn't THAT bad now that it's the morning after. It was more a comedy of errors. My company put together a team for the Mercedes Benz Corporate Challenge in WPB, and the plan was that I'd drive over with a few coworkers and I was left behind. I finally catch up with them and park somewhere so we can carpool. When we finally found a spot to park, we realized that we needed to put $5 into the slot. We only had $20's. Eventually this guy came over to us saying he was the parking attendant. We gave him money, got change, and left for the race. At the start, there was this Tony Little-on-crack-type guy warming up the crowds for like a 40 minute warm up. It was hysterical and I likely would have joined in had it not been like 90 degrees with air so thick you could bite it. The race wasn't bad as we basically ran along Flagler Drive for an up and back course. We started out in a cluster-eff of people who didn't realize strollers should start behind runners, but eventually managed to hit a good pace for the first half. However, as we're taking the corner, one of my coworkers realized he lost his keys. So the last 1.5 miles was us basically stopping everyone and asking if anyone saw them, running around palm trees trying to see if they were kicked there... a mess. But we had rum. Yes, my coworker brought rum to the 5k and was drinking it while he was running. I have to admit, it was helpful. We found our coworkers, found the keys at lost and found, managed to have our picture taken with some sports drink people, and then went off to the bar. On our way back? We realize that the parking attendant may not have actually been a parking attendant since it was someone else on duty. It was a hilarious catastrophe that we can't stop talking about this morning. So all in all, a win.

Funny story Rhianna. I'm still struggling trying to figure out the rum. :rotfl2: Cause it makes you all happy? Rum makes me VERY happy. :rotfl2:

As for your brother - I think a lot about male soldiers. How they come home without the bond of their brothers. And what a loss that must be. I mean - we know there are days that over there that none of us could even take in but I bet the bond of the group - especially for men - is one aspect that they just crave when they return.

I lived in Japan for awhile and was forever seeing US soldiers in the bars and such back in easier times (1994-95). I was in Sendai. Where is he? Forgive me if I missed it. All around the Pacific Rim but where?

You weren't having a pity party Rhianna. Some colleagues were being childish and nasty and making your work - which should be just work - hellish. And you were simply tired and frustrated and venting. My point is it's a no win situation to give them a moment of your thought process or time - besides letting the proper people know. I've spent way too much of my time on the earth wondering about this person or that person and the why and the anger or frustration when I should have been using my energy on me. Just learned that recently. If I could bottle the time I've spent on other people's paths - HOLY COW Batman. I've often wanted them to change etc. but that's futile as we all know. So my rambling simply means good for you for venting.

This weekend is Disney or last?
 
Oh man news.....:wave2:

Here's to facebook because I found something better on there! This is what my kidney was up to last week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :rotfl2: While its twin was sitting on its a$$. ;)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BYYCF-4HwUg

I'll keep it up for a bit because I didn't ask but I know he wouldn't care - would no doubt love the views - but anyway. :). Wild, eh?

And MC Kelly! Jay Z's involved.
 
Ok I need to get this out. Tough Mudder is 17 days... almost 16 now and I'm starting to panic a little. I can't pin point what exactly I'm so worried about.... maybe it's the fear of the unknown. I just keep picturing myself climbing up and down this mountain for three hours freezing and shivering. I see myself cramping up and miserable. I think that I've almost read too much about it.

My ankle is much stronger but I do still have times when it feels week and I'm worried I'll be dropping down from one of the 12 foot walls and I'll twist it again. I'm worried that it's going to make me weak.

I guess when it comes down to it all these little fears add up to me worrying about not finishing it. I've done many races and this is the first one I'm looking at and wondering if I will finish it. I guess it's been my focus for so long that the idea of not finishing is not sitting well. I don't want to have to reach a moment where I have to say I can't go on.

The up side is that I'll have Brian there with me. I know he'll push me and I might get frustrated with him. I also know he won't let me just quit and he'll do everything in his power to make sure I cross that finish. I try to tell myself that I pushed myself in boot camps and races, I can push myself in this.

I need to get my head in the right place for this. Two and half weeks to get my head on straight!
 
Hello. My cat just peed on me. Not around me. Not near me. Not on my mattress.

Got on me and peed on ME.

Happy Friday to everyone! :rotfl2:

So sighing....

His name is Neville and let's do some rhyming.
 
I think that I've almost read too much about it.

This.

I feel like I've read too much about it - it's so damn intriguing - and I'm not even racing. ;) :lmao: Regardless, I can't wait to hear all about it.

Megan, stop it. You'll be fine. You love the boot camp nature - this race IS you. You're a powerhouse. And maybe you'll be the one supporting Brian to finish Ms. Megan. ;) Stop underestimating yourself.

And as for your ankle - let it go - you have no control of it all. I know, easier said than done on that.
 
First... grrr... apparently the response I put up last night didn't go through. Or I forgot to hit send when Tom's dad walked through the door with his three dogs, so right now, there are SIX ankle biters in my house. Four pugs, a beagle, and a Boston Terrier. It's pretty amusing, especially since the youngest pug is a ball of energy and gets our oldies up and running.

Funny story Rhianna. I'm still struggling trying to figure out the rum. :rotfl2: Cause it makes you all happy? Rum makes me VERY happy. :rotfl2:

As for your brother - I think a lot about male soldiers. How they come home without the bond of their brothers. And what a loss that must be. I mean - we know there are days that over there that none of us could even take in but I bet the bond of the group - especially for men - is one aspect that they just crave when they return.

I lived in Japan for awhile and was forever seeing US soldiers in the bars and such back in easier times (1994-95). I was in Sendai. Where is he? Forgive me if I missed it. All around the Pacific Rim but where?

You weren't having a pity party Rhianna. Some colleagues were being childish and nasty and making your work - which should be just work - hellish. And you were simply tired and frustrated and venting. My point is it's a no win situation to give them a moment of your thought process or time - besides letting the proper people know. I've spent way too much of my time on the earth wondering about this person or that person and the why and the anger or frustration when I should have been using my energy on me. Just learned that recently. If I could bottle the time I've spent on other people's paths - HOLY COW Batman. I've often wanted them to change etc. but that's futile as we all know. So my rambling simply means good for you for venting.

This weekend is Disney or last?

Most important things first: We leave tomorrow morning no later than 8 am for Disney. We plan on getting there, maybe hitting up a park, and then checking in around 4. Sounds perfect to me. I will actually take tons of pics to put up this time around, and maybe even bring my camera instead of just relying on my iPhone.

The rum was a planned thing-- we were joking about it turning into a drinking race but he's the only one who was serious about it and I'm never one to turn down rum. I just didn't realize how much I'd need it or how happy it would make me running. I think I have a new plan for my fuel belt. And on a fun note- according to our team captain, the unofficial results are in and my company placed first across all companies for fastest finish by their women. Who knows if that will change later since there were only four of us, but for now it's a nice win.

Right now my brother is at MCAS Iwakuni. He'll be leaving in a few weeks for Guam, and then head off to somewhere else. He hasn't really kept the family up to date on the details because he is looking at it more like a vacation than anything else. So he sends us photos of where he is and info about where he's going when he gets the details and we just go with it. I laugh because he enlisted with the Marines because initially (pre 9-11) they told him he'd likely be stationed in Okinawa, and that's something he's always wanted to do. Then of course, 9-11 happens, and he gets stationed in luxurious places like Fallujah, Qusaybah, and Camp Leatherneck. Now that he's finally in Japan, he's not excited. Hopefully it will change.

Ok I need to get this out. Tough Mudder is 17 days... almost 16 now and I'm starting to panic a little. I can't pin point what exactly I'm so worried about.... maybe it's the fear of the unknown. I just keep picturing myself climbing up and down this mountain for three hours freezing and shivering. I see myself cramping up and miserable. I think that I've almost read too much about it.

My ankle is much stronger but I do still have times when it feels week and I'm worried I'll be dropping down from one of the 12 foot walls and I'll twist it again. I'm worried that it's going to make me weak.

I guess when it comes down to it all these little fears add up to me worrying about not finishing it. I've done many races and this is the first one I'm looking at and wondering if I will finish it. I guess it's been my focus for so long that the idea of not finishing is not sitting well. I don't want to have to reach a moment where I have to say I can't go on.

The up side is that I'll have Brian there with me. I know he'll push me and I might get frustrated with him. I also know he won't let me just quit and he'll do everything in his power to make sure I cross that finish. I try to tell myself that I pushed myself in boot camps and races, I can push myself in this.

I need to get my head in the right place for this. Two and half weeks to get my head on straight!

I've never run a Mudder, but the people who I know that have said it's less about the boot camp feel and how fast you go and more the finish. The obstacles rely on teamwork, so if you're worried about getting off the wall just see if someone will be willing to catch you or ease you down. I know I'd still have butterflies, but from how it sounds, this event is more communal than others.
 
Hello. My cat just peed on me. Not around me. Not near me. Not on my mattress.

Got on me and peed on ME.

Happy Friday to everyone! :rotfl2:

So sighing....

His name is Neville and let's do some rhyming.

There once was a cat named Neville
He was a handsome and sly lil devil.
Lisa looked fine
So he marked her as 'mine'
but in his urine she didn't revel
 














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