Originally posted by IloveWINNIEthePOOH
Hey! I'm here!!
I'm sorry about your troubles.....
maybe when you don't see this Josh, such as when he is with his family, he may actually care about the breakup? I know that my brother has had similar problems, and seems fine around the girls, but behind it all, it's not fine.
If his family is close, they may be mad at you that he is mad??
I don't know the whole story, but hopefuly my chatting will help.
thanks!!! hmmmm....didnt really think about that....he DID say that he had liked me since around 2nd grade, but he was worried i didnt like him. he wrote that in a note when we were going out. he was too sweet!!
ok, here's some of the big story......
josh and i had been going out since early october. but we go to seperate schools, so we only saw each other on weekends and at my basketball games. {he only plays baseball} well, we hadnt talked in like, 3 weeks at one point in time. and he never called me, so i figured he either didnt really like me, or well, i just didnt know...shy maybe, LoL!!!

i stilll liked him though....but the more i was around chris{a guy on the jv boys basketball team...i saw him and was around him a good bit since we had close practices, etc.} we were pretty good friends. well, i finally broke down and called josh. he only talked for a few minutes. well, at my next game, he flat out didnt talk to me other than "nice shots.....you did pretty good tonight". then he went and sat with alan and justin. i walked and sat with them for a sec. alan said "dude, are you not gonna talk to her???" josh didnt say anything, so i figured he was mad. i got mad, got up, and heather and i went to get a water and she wanted some nachos. while we were out there, we saw chris,and two other guys. we were walking back, talking to them. heather and i werent flirting with them, but one of them, we'll call him S, was totally flirting. i guess josh got mad about that. turns out, i liked chris more than i did josh. i talked to chris way more than i did josh, and i also saw him more. and josh apparently didnt really wanna talk to me, so i decided i wanted to break up with him. i did, and that's the end.
like i said before, when he was only around alan and me, he flirted like crazy with me....or so alan said, LoL!!!

and i thought he was too....i just wasnt gonna say anything.

but his family refuses to talk to me!!!

oh well.....maybe i can figure this all out tomorrow...and maybe josh'll talk to me tomorrow. who knows
sorry that so long!!!
