I HATE HATE HATE Morphine. Had it with my first childbirth - emergency c-section. I was totally hallucinating afterwards - scariest experience in my life, very demonic! I knew enough to know that the Morphine was causing it but wasn't responsive enough to let the nurse know. I had a pump that I controlled when I wanted more, so I quit using it. My BP started going up - really high, and the nurse, bless her heart, thought I was in so much pain that it was causing my BP to rise, so she kept pumping more into me. When I could finally communicate with her, I told her I was scared to death that demons were coming to take me away!! She said, "Oh, well, I guess my BP would be high too if I was seeing things like that!"
Next pregnancy, every person that entered my room, I made sure to tell them - "DON'T GIVE ME MORPHINE!" It was all over my charts!
Hope you're feeling better soon!