Stress

[Sparkle_Cherry]

All of that except for boyfriend/girfriend, but I'm also having problems with friends.

Final Exams are over, thankfully, but I'm still recovering from all that stress of studying. My skin is so dull, and I have undereye circles like that of a raccoon!

I'm having problems with friends because this girl I have been friends with for a while now, has been talking behind my back, and when I confronted her, I am absolutely sure she lied to my face.

I'm grounded for two weeks and I'm not even supposed to be on the computer right now, but my mom's at work. I am grounded partly because I have been a total witch with a capital B to my entire family at some point this past week, and partly because of my sister ratting on what I did this weekend that I wasn't supposed to be doing.

I am totally stressed, and I'm misdirecting my anger at anyone who talks to me, my family does something that is slightly annoying and I totally blow my top. I say things before I have even realize what I am doing, and I don't know what's wrong with me lately. At the dinner table, if I ask for the salt and nobody hears me the first time, I yell ''PASS THE SALT PLEASE'' without even thinking. But when they do annoying things, or tease me, or bother me, they just expect me to not react? I am so tired of it all, and I just want to be left alone. I have been really anti-social the past little while and I just want to sleep all day.

I ate half a carton of ice cream in one sitting last week, and I didn't eat for three days after that because I felt so guilty. My eating patterns are so strange, and I have such difficulty deciding what to eat that even meal time is stressful for me.

Hopefully, things will be better now that Finals are over... I just want winter to end!!

~Caitlin