Hi guys!
Dinner Saturday was interesting... A bit different, but nice.
I did get to test out my new garmin on Sunday. I had 4.5 miles scheduled, but only got in 4 due to getting started late. The garmin said my pace 14:47. How I don't know, because I had an absolutely horrible run. I hated the entire thing! I wanted to quite and just go home...well, instead of circling the cul-de-sac, just keeping on walking straight into the house! I had no energy. I acutally walked most of it. I started out running, trying to be in a good frame of mind, but those little thought demons took over. "why am I doing this? maybe I'm not cut out for this, maybe endurance running is not my thing, what have I gotten myself into? how am I supposed to complete the Minnie and not get swept, let alone the 1/2 marathon!" This is what kept going through my head. I just didn't have the "push" in me. I did do a few "speed" intervals. ie...running from one mailbox to the next as fast as I could. I did this twice. I swear, it seems like I never have a good run. On Friday, I only did 1 mile instead of two! ugh.

Where is my push, my motivation, my endurance???
I just want to get out there, run a descent pace and feel good. Really...Is this so much to ask?
I do know part of my problem on Sunday was fueling. I found out real quick before the run that I don't do gels!

I jumped out of bed (actually the couch) and since I was running late, did not have time to eat. I read to try a gel 15 min before the run. So, I thought ok...I'll try it out. NOPE. I didn't even get it 1/2 way down before it came back up. So, I ended up going out with just water alone.
Over all, this was a very poor week for me. I did not get in my XT and my runs were just horrible.
It's a new week though and I go the chiro tonight and then straight to the gym. I've decided to try to do the elliptical to work on my cardiovascular endurance instead of the bike. I get more miles on the bike, but I feel like the elliptical is better over-all workout. This WILL be a good week of training. I am just going to have make myself get it done. No more slacking!
Today I ate horrible, but that is over too! I found out my so beloved boss is resigning today!

It took me completely by suprise! It will be intersting to see what happens over the next few months and to see how it all shakes out. He'll be here for a few more months. He's not going to another company, just taking time to spend with his family. He's got young kids and wants to be more involved with them and his parents are aging and their health is deteriorating...
So, that's about all from my world for now...
Hey...anyone heard of Living on Live foods??? You pretty much don't eat anything that is cooked and you only have to "cook" / prepare the foods twice a week? My boss's wife is trying this new way of eating...
Stacie