Yes, this will be the 3rd post today... I think this must be "random thought day." lol!
1) I was looking at pics last night from last April when we went to visit my brother in Oaxaca, Mexico. There were pics from Huatulco, Mexico--where I got the worst blistering (yes, blisters on my face

and yes a major freakout!) sunburn on my face. I will probably have major damage from this later on. Anyway...Looking at those pics just totally disgusted me. I looked horrible! The big, red, fat, face. I had on those big flowy gauchos, which totally did not help! I looked as big as the side of my brother's jeep! I was the largest I'm sure in these pictures that I have ever been. It was great remembering what a good time we had (aside from the blisters...), and the things we got to see and experience, but it totally irritated me. It made me wonder...How did I let myself get so big? LAZINESS is the key factor. Yes, I do have a few medical issues, but my goodness, that is no excuse.
2) Relentless Execution... Amy's " Relentless Forward Motion" reminded me of something our divisonal VP used to say. "Relentless Execution" I guess in some ways they could be used interchangeably. To have execution, you must move forward. He used the word relentless a lot!

For me to reach my goals of the Minnie 15K and to continue to lose weight, I cannot be lazy. Rest, yes. Rest is needed. But not lazy. I must relentlessly execute my training plan. I must have my base built up and be ready to increase my mileage. No one can do that for me. I must do it myself.
3) I am now on the path of getting healthy and losing weight. Yay me! But I have to wonder...Exactly WHY did it take me soooo long to do this? Since I was a teenager it's been an up hill battle. I did Weight Watchers, lost 10lbs and that was it. Did Atkins, lost 30 lbs and gained it back plus more. I've always had the desire to lose weight and yet it has always seemed impossible. I know now it's not impossible, just very difficult. You have to be disciplined and up until I just couldn't do that. I'm not sure why it's different now, but it is. I'm short. I will never have that long, lean look and that's ok. I'd like to, but I will settle for less flab!

For those of you that follow along in Kim's journal, she posted on the Events board a before and after pic of her. WOW! I hope to have a transformation like that too! Way to go Kim!
Oh, I get my "preliminary" test results back today on my Celiac Testing... So, there very well could be a 4th posting..
So..these were just some thoughts I have been having today and wanted to record them...