To the Students, Teachers, Parents, Administrators of Hatboro Horsham High School, the Hatboro Horsham Education Foundation, and anyone else who has now heard of the events of last Friday in Pennsylvania, Throughout the year, I travel to various colleges and high schools to talk about my experiences in making Super SIze Me, the impact it has had on me and the community, and what kids can do to make a difference in their own lives. That was my goal when I went to speak to the students of Hatboro Horsham High School.
As I told both the principal and superintendent of schools after my lecture, it is never my intent to insult or demean anyone and I understand how some of my remarks may have offended some in attendance and if you feel they did, then I am deeply sorry.
When I speak at schools, I try to express my views on difficult topics with humor and a joking mannerism. I try to connect with students by conveying my thoughts in an accessible form, using the same speech and tone that they or I would use in any other lively conversation. One student even said to me, you didnt say anything that we arent going to hear later on TV, and that was my sole intent.
I do, however, believe it is very important for me to address many of the points made in the media.
First and most importantly, it should be made clear that the only person I called retarded was myself when I was unable to hear a question from the audience. Having done work with special needs children in the past, something this hurtful would never come from my lips. I did make an aside about kids sleeping in the back wearing helmets, which was done with no malicious intent (I was playing it as a slacker reference to the Jon Heder character in the upcoming film Benchwarmers, a reference which was lost and, as I was later told, there were no actual students wearing helmets in the back).
I have also been portrayed as someone who spewed profanity for a full hour. To set the record straight, I said only five dirty words during the entire speech.
The Superintendent said to me backstage that the only words he had problems with were the F-Bombs, (of which there were only two) so perhaps I should have toned down even those two uses, but as another student told me, its nothing they hadnt heard before.
It has also been said that I insulted faculty, when in actuality, all I was doing was making a joke at their expense for the enjoyment of the students. While the main floor of the auditorium was full, 7 or 8 teachers sat up in the balcony. During the Q&A after my talk, I asked them if they had any questions for me. They shook their heads no and I said to the kids, You see, while you guys sit down here and watch, the teachers sit up in the balcony and smoke pot. The students roared with laughter, and once again, that was all I wanted to do: entertain the kids.
Lastly, in the article it quoted me as saying that the greatest lesson those kids learned was the importance of freedom of speech. When saying that, I did not mean that you have the right to insult anyone at will (as many people have interpreted it.) I was referring to the fact that the group that hired me to speak asked that I not mention McDonalds in any of my talk because one of their board members owns a franchise. That would be like asking Neil Armstrong to speak but tell him he cant bring up walking on the moon, so needless to say, I didnt agree to their censorship.
Please know that any comment I made in my speech was done in a comical tone without an ounce of vindictive purpose. While it may be too late for apologies for many in the community, I hope this in some small way can start to make amends with the rest of you.
As an individual who fights daily for us all to find some common ground in this world, I am hopeful that the work I do can continue to generate a positive dialogue, inspire action and make this world a better place.
Sincerely,
Morgan Spurlock
