I'm almost there. . . . it's been a "water retention" week.
I'm very committed to making healthy choices and have decided the weight loss is just a benefit of that.

I'm still taking alli and still love it. Honestly, I have not made a single bad food choice for 26 days. The other day, dh brought home some of those snackwell devils food cookies. they have no fat, but do have more calories than I am willing to spend. So, being "water retention" week, I'm of course craving chocolate like the addict I am and decided I would eat ONE cookie. . .well that turned into 4 and I had 200 calories in like 2 minutes!!!

So I told him he had to eat the rest of the box immediately and never bring them home again. He ate the rest of the box. . . and let me shove them all in his mouth at once. . . well, I could only get 4 in there without choking him but I laughed my a$$ off. Then watching him try to chew that up and get it down made me laugh even harder. So I think I burned most of the calories doing this

He thought he was doing something so nice for me, but I schooled him on calorie count and presenting chocolate anything to a food addicted fat person with PMS.

Poor guy. . . I eat frozen fruit bars when the sugar addiction kicks in and makes me feel like spinning my head completely around (you know the scene, right)
So I'm battling the addiction one day at a time. Eventually it's got to get easier. . . .