So we're leaving Friday

[DisneyGuy758]

...And I'm nervous as all. I keep a straight face for my wife though, she's nervous enough for three of us. It's not like I haven't been to the world before, it's just I've never been with a family, besides my mother. I'm afraid we'll miss our ME ride. I'm afraid that because our trip is split(due to free dining), we'll have to change rooms. I'm afraid that the crowds will unbearable, along with the heat. I think my biggest fear though is the one night that I have planned for just my wife and I. I've hired one of the onsite nanny services to come watch out 2 DS(1&7), this will be the first 'stranger' I've left my DS1 with. Now keep in mind that DS7 is my wifes from a previous relationship, which doesn't mean I love him any less, but my son is my son. He's the reason I keep going back to a job I hate. He's the reason I smile when I hear other kids at the grocery store babbling away...he's just the reason. I'm nervous about leaving him with someone I don't know, in a city hundreds of miles from our own home, and everything that means comfort to him. Just kind of overwhelming to have it so soon all of a sudden I guess. Guess I'm back to not being able to sleep for now...


Andre