This morning my Dad called at 7:30 am.... ugh! Of course he woke me up but the intentions were good. He wanted to take out my son for breakfast, so they could talk. Seems like my niece keeps telling my son that my Dad loves her more. Which really bothered B so I mentioned to my Dad about talking to my sister about it. So Dad came and got him and took him to breakfast.
I gave him the photo card of B. He said I should be in the picture. Same thing my friend Lisa said too. I said not as big as my butt is. Well of course my Dad said I was being silly...I guess as my Dad he has to say that. He also said my Grandma and Aunts would have liked to see me in the picture. I told him I was not comfortable with the pictures I had of me and if I did not like the outcome I would not send it. Besides wouldn't you rather see the kid and not the fat mom.
He said something that really UPPED my motivation. He said have you not looked at your family. Yep! I have looked at all of us and we are not a thin family. The only people I know that are thin are my cousin Muff and my Aunt Venita (let her rest in peace). I want to be the thinner, healthier person I can be. My Dad basically saying that we are ment to be this way. Made me want to do this. We do not have to be heavy because our families are. Sure I agree genetics play a role in how you gain weight, where you gain weight and how easy you can lose weight. I don't think we have to say okay 1/2 of my family is heavy so I will be too. Not this girl! In the next 2 years I will be a healthier happier me.
I know why some of us are heavy. We eat and eat and eat. For example Christmas dinner.... turkey, cornbread dressing, mashed potatoes (that I have seen my sister put a WHOLE stick of butter in the pan) tons of cookies and other desserts. Nothing is made healthy. My stepmom is an awesome cook! I won't lie I love going there to eat! None of it is healthy. I have never seen her cook low fat. For years everything was fried. So I know if I change our eating habits here B and I can be much healthier than we are now.
Tomorrow is weigh in and I am looking forward to being a bit smaller and working on the next week.
I love my family but I want to set an example for them and show them we do not have to be heavy. And if we take care of ourselves maybe we would not have the diabetes and heart problems so many of us have. Not me for now...and I want to keep it that way!