Welll..
all my 9th graders are gone. Theyre all off at highschool, so its just me and the ones my age *drowns in a pool of ugly immaturity*
So i have 1 best friend and its a HE. *not a she*, but then he found a girl *i know it must be special because he pointed it out to me* so then..these past weeks ive been trying to figure out why im so POed whenever he talks about her. *Did I mention shes in most of my classes, and is also one of my new GREAT friends?*
I dont hate her as a person, i think shes awesome, but everytime he tlks about her, i wanna stab him...or...her..im not sure which.
So then a few days ago, i realized that i naturaly have a crush on him *which is weird, because...hes my best friend, i dont want a crush on him* and so then last night..we flirted..like...a ton..but then today.
He texts me and says "Hey, im hanging out wiht *intsert girls name*" then he stops texting me all together without warning *HE NEVER DOES THAT*
and..so i felt drained, so i went to take a nap, when i woke up he just sent me a text saying "Hey, I found a new you and Sam, and theyre names are *insert names here*"
So..me being the STUPID girl i am, i said "Eat dirt you jerk" and he said "I still care about you blah blah blah"
pretty much stating that he will never leave me..
yet he replaced me?
Ugh.
Im so mad right now, but im so...mad at myself also..because calling someone a jerk..its rarer then you think.