It may sound callous, but you have to think about what is right for
you. If your employer had to down size you due to the bottom line, they would. Don't feel guilty about taking a job now to pay the bills while still looking for the position that you really want. Ten years ago, my husband accepted his first teaching position for a school district over the phone and an hour later was called by a much nicer, better paying district for an interview. I begged him to go on that interview. He still hadn't signed anything, but he wouldn't do it. He felt like once he gave his word he couldn't go back on it. He only taught in that district for one year. The students were very difficult to say the least... death threats, damaging the band equipment, completely unruly and the principal didn't really back the teachers up. He had to attend court...twice as a witness to violence in the hallways. He even landed in the hospital for an aggravated ulcer! In the end, he got a wonderful job on Long Island in the school district that he grew up in, but I still tease him about that first year and how we would probably still be in VA if he had just listened to me!