I went to see my mom again today. She's doing a little better. She hasn't had any additional swelling in her brain, and her heart rate has been in control because of the medicine they have her on. She's very alert, and seems to be comforted knowing that we are there and holding here hand. They did have to drain her lungs today.
One of the things that has been difficult to see is the gag reflex she's been having as a result have having the tube down her throat. It's like she's having difficulty with it. It's like she's trying to breathe on her own, and she's fighting the respirator, and that makes her gag. The nurse asssures us that this is normal.
I had a rough time today. I went up to church this morning, and cried most of the way there. I was upset most of the morning. I ended up going up to my sister's house and spending some time with my niece and nephew, which helped me get my mind off things for a while.
Then tonight, as you may have read, my dryer broke, and we have a leaky pipe. The dryer sent me into a little breakdown. The pipe just has me shaking my head, wondering what the heck else can go wrong this week.
But I'm trying to hang in there, and stay positive. One step at a time. One day at a time.
We'll get through this.
Thanks again for your continued thoughts and prayers. I really do appreciate it. And thanks for listening
Karen