Hi gang,
Whats doing??? I been reading and studying all day. Yay only 8 months more to go

. Wanna laugh????? I want to go to disney in the worst way, right, stay with me here. Guess who will be at the FDNY academy tomorrow??? Disney's (reddy creek) Fire dept for some kind of training. They are sending 10 disney medics and 10 disney firemen to the FDNY academy for some kind of specialized training. So i want to be there and they are comming here from there, ironic isn't it?
On a funny side, ds asked me tonight what grade i was in?? I explained to him, i was going to school to learn how to help people better. I was on the news, my last night on the streets 2 cops got stabbed. So anyway i was on the news for like 10 seconds, ds went to class and told everyone "daddy is a star and was on tv" the teacher asked my father in law when he was picking up ds from school,if that was true or if ds was telling lies. Fil told them i was on the news but for only a few seconds.
So thats it, really. I'm was feeling very stressed out on thursday with all the reading and all,but i'm around 300 pages ahead, so i feel better about that. I have like 12 books all with over 1000 pages i have to get thru by nov.I have to do it. on a scary side note, i have been order to get a chest cat scan done by the FDNY. The federal gov't gave the FDNY a grant to have all the workers who responded to the sept 11 attacks and wroked there a chest and lung cat scan, to try to locate any sick rescue workers, who may not know they are sick yet. I am scared but this is very good, it shows they are starting to understand the toxic heath affects of the dust cloud. I'm sure i do fine, i hope.
Cat- if your estogen is low it causes mood swings and short term depression, i'm not sure what kind of thing you had done, but if it had any affect on your hormones this may be the reason,also pain killers sometimes cause you to get sad as well. Kinda like that friend that everyone has that drinks too much and crys for 2 hours afterwards,same concept. FEEL BETTER!!!!!! Maybe call your doctor to let him/her know how your feeling if it's not better soon.
DMM- dehydration sometimes cause's muscle cramps, try to drink more. However i read that you went shopping, so maybe you just overstarined a few muscles carry heavy bags, you too feel better.

to everyone else!!!