PMS in a Handbasket--Don't be afraid, just bring us food... Part 22

[paigevz]

I'm sorry Phors. I didn't mean it that way. I have no business around people. I'm making so many people mad lately, and it's so uncharacteristic of me. I think I'm losing.

 

[Caropooh]

goodnight?

please stop by again when you can stay longer!

That's a really nice quote, Lara.

Ugh I have such a headache. DBro and I had a heart to heart earlier that involved crying on both our parts. Life stinks sometimes, but in my heart I know it will get better. Sometimes it's just really hard to be strong for everyone else when all you really want to do is fall apart and lean on someone for a change.

 

[1Prince2Princesses]

I'm sorry Phors. I didn't mean it that way. I have no business around people. I'm making so many people mad lately, and it's so uncharacteristic of me. I think I'm losing.

Paige, honey, nobody's mad at you. Everyone is just concerned. It's just hard to see you hurting and not know what to do. You know we're all on your side. We got your back, lady.

 

[disneynutt1225]

 

[disneynutt1225]

Paige, honey, nobody's mad at you. Everyone is just concerned. It's just hard to see you hurting and not know what to do. You know we're all on your side. We got your back, lady.

Exactly. I couldn't have said it better myself.

 

[phorsenuf]

Paige, honey, nobody's mad at you. Everyone is just concerned. It's just hard to see you hurting and not know what to do. You know we're all on your side. We got your back, lady.

I'm not mad. I just thought I'd try to be encouraging. Sorry it didn't help.

 

[Caropooh]

Off to have dinner at Qdoba with the family and then try and return the camera we bought at Target yesterday because Best Buy has it 40.00 cheaper and Target doesn't price match.

 

[disneynutt1225]

Off to have dinner at Qdoba with the family and then try and return the camera we bought at Target yesterday because Best Buy has it 40.00 cheaper and Target doesn't price match.

Ahh, Target. DBro and I went there tonight for some odds and ends - sheets, soap, Halloween candy...I came out $130 poorer. It's an evil place I tell you...

 

[phorsenuf]

Off to have dinner at Qdoba with the family and then try and return the camera we bought at Target yesterday because Best Buy has it 40.00 cheaper and Target doesn't price match.

What kind of camera did you get? Mine died so I need a new one before the trip.

 

[Caropooh]

What kind of camera did you get? Mine died so I need a new one before the trip.

A Kodak EasyShare C613. Best Buy has it for 89.99.

 

[phorsenuf]

A Kodak EasyShare C613. Best Buy has it for 89.99.

I'll check it out. I was looking at the Canon A570's.

 

[MemoryMakers2669]

Anyway, this story of Pooh's illustrates quite well what the link talks about that those who have not had clinical depression or have not worked closely with those who have for many years, can not possibly understand. The pastor in the story wouldn't understand. .

This is why I too leave it alone most times, I really don't understand. It isn't that I don't care. I can just and and pray! I can't offer advice, since I have never been there. I try to not just feel like all you do is complain Paige, I really do. I hope you can find the help you need, to get you through all of this! I do fully understand the finacial burden professional help can be! Just keep doing the best that you can and if your ceiling fan is helping you out some to get some real thinking done or to just relax a little, then take that time each day to just lay there and reflect on everthing.

And someone said it well, Teva maybe, let's let Disney be a time of NO burdens, guilt, sadness, worries, stress! Let's just have some fun!

 

[Shugardrawers]

Ok so my stupid sister is applying for disablity based on the fact that she has a terminal disease. Or as the paperwork says "expected to end in death". Her terminal disease? Anorexia Sure, let's just give her permission to starve herself to death right now because you know if she gets better poof goes the disability. And she wants ME to write a statement supporting her?? OH HELL NO!!

Five years now I've tried to get disability at least on a temporary basis. Five years now I've been turned down because my Dr refused to tell the judge she expected me to die. She said she didn't want to put that kind of finality on it when I was struggling so hard to live.

But my sister decides she wants to die from anorexia and the social security administration is falling all over themselves to throw money at her And now she wants me to sign on to MSN because she wants to "talk" to me and tell me what to write in my statement and how to answer the questionaire they are supposed to send me. And to whine about how mean I was in my last email. I hate her.

 

[snowwhitesmom]

Shuggie

 

[MemoryMakers2669]

Shug. that is just nuts!!!! I wouldn't help her either! UGH!

 

[1Prince2Princesses]

Shug, your sister needs to be slapped. I'm available.

 

[disneynutt1225]

Shug that has got to be one of the craziest things I've ever heard! She needs to be more than slapped.

 

[LaraK]

So my toe still hurts...think I can call out of work tomorrow??? Oh, wait, no I can't do that or I'd have to write myself up.

I'm cranky tonight so I'm watching Iron Chef...I wish the old Japanese version was on...the bad dubbing was half the fun.

 

[Shugardrawers]

I could get behind this if she was looking to take some time, get inpatient treatment, outpatient therapy, get herself together and go from there. Sure, you bet I think she should get temp disabilty. My problem is in the fact that she's decided to use the terminal disease route and that she's not planning on seeking further treatment. I screamed at her and told her she might as well just go shoot herself because she just got the government to fund her slow painful suicide. Then I hung up on her.

Yes, I'm pissed off and bitter.

 

[paigevz]

I just put Thing 2 to bed. He always wants me to pick a different stuffed animal for him to sleep with. So tonight I gave him crickee from Mulan. Then I told him "Night night, sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs bite." He then said, "This is a bedbug." I said "No, we don't have bedbugs, it's just something we say." He said, "Crickets are bugs, and it's in my bed, so it's a bedbug." He made me smile.