I feel I have to explain a few things.
Our cat had a thrombus and was paralized. It happened suddenly and he was in horrible pain. He was at the vet within 30 min. and they had to give him 4 injections. His blood circulation was so poor it was not getting to his brain and pumped through his heart. DH, DSons and I were with him for 20 min while the vet tried to help him. He finally gave the last two injections intra cardiac. It was the single most horrible death I have ever seen.
Now, I have seen people die. I am a big believer in hospice, death with dignity and even assisted suicide so I don't have a fear of all that. It is just the idea of what we went through with Henry that is so hard.
Boomer is like a son to me. He was always coming to me for comfort or to comfort.
We did overdose him the first time DH gave him the pain meds. He was to get 1/2 tablet and he gave him a whole. He slept for 24 hours and I was afraid we lost him that night. I watched his breathing all night. I guess I am hoping by overdosing him the same thing will happen. Perhaps you are all right. I will speak with the guys in the morning about helping him. Problem is, he was more perky this evening. I really hate all this.