Dear .. whatever,
This sucks. Why is everyone so happy and why can't I be?
I'm never going to be okay with everything. I know I'm a terrible person. I know I probably bring this upon myself.. but I'm sick of feeling so lonely. I'm sick of not being able to talk to anyone..
I'm sick of feeling like a burden to people, or feeling like I'm not wanted. I'm sick of knowing that nobody cares about what I ahve to say..
It hurts, but maybe I'm just being overdramatic. I can't tell, I wish I knew.
I just want things to get better, but they probably won't. I've been truly happy, for 5 months in the past two years.
Ugh, I h ate this, I really, just want out of this place, I want something else. I don't want this week.
I hate everything right now.
Hilary.