It's not personal it's more emotional.
4 years ago my father was diagnosed with a terminal brain tumor on the right side of his frontal lobe. We didn't know how long he was going to make it. The doctor basically said "4 days, 4 weeks, 4 months or 4 years". I was so scared. But it's been 4 years since the surgery and he's still fine, but the doctor said after surgery that it could possibly come back after 5 years and that most peoples do. The part I forgot to mention is that if it does come back, it will be more agressive and the doctors said that it will kill him.
My mom doesn't have a secure job, and I want to be there for her if something were to happen. I don't have the time in my life to let someone else in. So I always lock people out.
4 years ago my father was diagnosed with a terminal brain tumor on the right side of his frontal lobe. We didn't know how long he was going to make it. The doctor basically said "4 days, 4 weeks, 4 months or 4 years". I was so scared. But it's been 4 years since the surgery and he's still fine, but the doctor said after surgery that it could possibly come back after 5 years and that most peoples do. The part I forgot to mention is that if it does come back, it will be more agressive and the doctors said that it will kill him.
My mom doesn't have a secure job, and I want to be there for her if something were to happen. I don't have the time in my life to let someone else in. So I always lock people out.