Originally posted by jgates
DF - another hug for you before bedtime here!!! It will take a long time before it gets easier.
My dearest, "J"~ WOW...what a wonderful "surprise" I received from you!

Thank you, so much....for the beautiful card and "gift" (my FAV place, the "St. Francis!"). You are so thoughtful...and the gesture is sincerely appreciated (more than words can express). XO
MOM POPPINS~Oh, Debbie...this is not a good time for either of us. My thoughts and prayers are with you and B.Kirk. He's a "fighter" from the get~go, and will make it through this battle stronger and more determined than ever~!!

Get some rest (I know this is a tough one), and have faith GOD is watching over your little boy. XO
*For a relaxing "change of view," Take a peek at Dan Murphy's beautiful montage of photos (LOTS of the SWAN/DOLPHIN) which are set to Disney Music! It's a true vicarious trip for the mind/soul.
To "every" one of you~whom sent me wishes (regarding our beloved MAC), I want to thank you, again.

Day by day, I awake to the stark realization...and horrid feelings of emptiness. It is at this moment I close my eyes, and give thanks to all the wonderful "Blessings" in my life. Loss...is such a devastating and at times confusing fact of "Loving" (but I would never take a moment back).
As difficult as this is...I know I will make it through. With my family, and friends (YOU), and the support and strength of my faith, things will get easier. GOD generously grants me a little more release each new day. I try to "smile" when I think of MAC, and remember his happy~go~lucky nature. Yet, the personal feelings of loss seep through, causing me instant pain & heart~ache. As much as I can not imagine never having those past 7+ years with him...I can not imagine the tomorrows without him. I've been here before, and attest...it never gets easier.
My license plate and frame are a personal testament to him, and the memories surrounding me are endless. He was NEVER so excited, as when we returned from WDW & the DOLPHIN each summer, etc. After so long an absence, I would wonder if he thought we were "gone" or perhaps somehow "forgot" us? His reaction upon seeing us...his wide-smile, tender eyes and wiggling body would erase all doubt/question. He NEVER lost faith, or gave~up hope. In his absence...I will do the same. I will miss him...terribly & infinitely...until we meet again on Rainbow bridge.

Thank you, all....again.
*Thank you, DAN...for the heartfelt PM and poem. You are SO special. XO
TTFN...DF99
