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[AmandaSparks730]

Dear Allie,

Amen to that. I'm here for you always, honey

Meg

Dear Billy,

PM box is always open to venting. (Not saying I LOVE you, but you are pretty darn awesome!)

Meg

 

[Babyjustrun]

Dear anyone who cares,

Here's an update on my life:

"This ain't the best view/On the outside looking in"

The above lyrics were written about rejection; rejection from record deals, friends, and people in general.

I look all around me. What do I see? I see people that have best friends, relationships, love, and other superlatives. I wonder if I'll ever be in the spot that my friends are. I wonder if I'll be alone forever. Depressing thoughts, I tell you. I just can't help but think them these days.

I've often been told that life will get better in time. I'm tired of waiting. I know, I need to take more chances. But, as a friend of mine said today, "Taking chances usually ends with falling on your face." Too true. I need to take chances in life. You only get to live once, so why not live to the fullest? I don't have an answer to that one, sadly.

You know that kid that you see, but never really know? I'm more often that not that kid. I'm the one that flies under the radar, never noticed by most. When I do get noticed, it's usually for something that I don't care either way about. That's life though.

I've been lonely for too long. I just don't even know what to do anymore. What do I need to do? I've always been too timid to walk away from everything I know. Lonliness causes worry, and worry causes hopelessness. Being hopeless is never good. Being hopeless makes you vulnerable to things you don't want to be involved in.

I have long thought of my self as the dark horse of the lot. I don't have the best friend like most others have, the kind that knows everything about you, and vice versa. I've often been asked why I don't talk about myself much. The answer to that is that I don't usually know what to say. I'll talk about other people for hours, days even. In my mind, the worst question that I can be asked is, "So, what about you? What are you really like?"

I'm no stranger to disappointment. I just want to know why it happens to me so much. Of everything good that could happen, why this now? I don't want to be lonely this close to Christmas, the time I actually get to be with my family and have a nice time. I'm an optimist most of the time, so I'm sure that it'll all get better in time. I'm going to smile because I deserve to.

Just my two cents for Friday, December ninteenth. If you really love me, you'll leave a comment.

Dear Billy,
I care, more than you could know. You're seriously my best friend on here, maybe almost my actual one. You kept me sane this summer, even if a lot of what we talked about was just silly. You kept me happy, you kept me looking up. You were there when I was having trouble back in October. I owe you a lot, you were my rock for the longest time. And I know we don't get to talk much anymore, but if you ever need to talk, I'll be there.
It's a shame we don't live closer together, I wish we did, I would spend so much time with you.
I really want the best for you, I really hope things get better. I really hope you find someone to be happy with, and a best friend to have fun with. I don't want you to be lonely.
But I really don't know how to give advice to you, I've never been good at that, you konw that. I've always been begging you for advice, and that would be it. All I can tell you, is to smile try to make the best of things even if they're ****ty as hell, and if you EVER need to just vent and rant, come on MSN =)
I guess smile even if you don't want to, be loud even if you'd rather be sitting in the corner quietly... I spent a lot of time being sad, but I realized that if I tried to make others laugh, it made me laugh and it made me happy.

So in short,
You know there will be a place for you in my heart,
And I'm here even if I'm not always online,
Hilary.

 

[XxCuriosityxX<3]

Dear April,
THANKYOU.
I love my new hair, its amazing.
Different, but soo much better, brings out the real me.


Dear Self,
You really need to stop talking to yourself, its getting creepy.
I know people get annoying fast with you and fake smiles get old, but hold on just a bit longer. The new year is almost here.
& I think your going a bit crazy. I love your black nail polish too.

Dear ____,
So you've been gone for quite some time, I still can't stay how I'm supposed to feel. It hurt at first, this was the 2nd blow to my heart knowing you don't care. You've cut every tie and string thats attached to me, and it hurts much more then I'll ever admit. You'll never be able to fix the damage done, the years ruined and the nights I've cried, but I've moved on slowly. I wish you could just see how mature I am now, so you could have regrets. I've grown up, big time. I guess I could thank you for making me just that much wiser in life, and my skin just that much thicker. I could say "Happy Holidays" or "Have a nice life," but I honestly hope its not nice or happy at all.

- Samantha.

 

[AmandaSparks730]

Dear Sam,

May we SEE this new hairstyle?



I'm sure Gabey Wabey loves it!

Meg

 

[Captain Brain]

Dear Hilary,

Thanks for everything. You don't know it, but you've kept me sane as well. Sometimes I think that I'd be lost as well. If only distance wasn't an issue. I'm sure that we would have a lot of fun together. I don't even know what I'd do without you to talk to somedays. You've always been there when I need someone to talk to.

Billy

 

[princesskelz]

Dear Tyler.
i know that was you that left that note in my locker.
Kelsey

 

[AmandaSparks730]

Dear Allie,

Stay strong! Remember, no matter what, we always will love you (and NOT just me and Sam).

So what if no one seems to care? Bet they do.
So what if things won't work out with him? You're still friends.
So what if school is hard? Same thing happened to me last year.

You're not alone, girl!
You'll ALWAYS have me and Sam, and all of us =]

Love Meg

 

[XxCuriosityxX<3]

Dear Meg,
You'll see it soon. xD
Gabey can't resist it.
xD
-Sam

 

[AmandaSparks730]

Dear Sam,



GabeSam forever!

Meg

 

[XxCuriosityxX<3]

Dear Meg,
*squee*
xD
Jacob Black & Meg FOREVER & ALWAYS.
woo!
- Sam

 

[AmandaSparks730]

Dear Sam,

Why, thank'ya!

You're invited to the wedding, don't worry

Meg

 

[Cassidy]

Dear John Travolta,

You got ugly.
But your still the best actor in the world.

-Cassidy.

 

[Babyjustrun]

Dear Hilary,

Thanks for everything. You don't know it, but you've kept me sane as well. Sometimes I think that I'd be lost as well. If only distance wasn't an issue. I'm sure that we would have a lot of fun together. I don't even know what I'd do without you to talk to somedays. You've always been there when I need someone to talk to.

Billy

Dear Billy,
I'm glad I have, I wouldn't suspect it. I'm very big on talking about myself, and while I know you're not, I find I put too much emphasis on myself sometimes.
If you want to talk later, come on MSN. I have company over right now, but I'll definitely be on soon.

Hilary.

 

[XxCuriosityxX<3]

Dear Sam,

Why, thank'ya!

You're invited to the wedding, don't worry

Meg

Dear Meg,
SWEET!
I can't wait.
xD

- Sam

 

[::Snow_White::]

Dear Allison,
Aw! I hope everything gets better.
When do you get out for break?
Kayla.

PS. I saw the 451 movie and it was funny. The acting is really old and they aren't so good at it. Lol.

 

[ginnygirl102]

Dear self,

stop worrying Bailey will be fine......i hope

Rose

Dear tomorrow,

COME SOON

Rose

Dear self (again),

Don't chicken out of the kiss ok? You know you want to do it and you know he wants to, too. So JUST DO IT

Rose

 

[Em&Em]

Dear Billy,

I read you post and I think you need to follow your own advice and that is take chances and live life to the fullest. You never know what is waiting around the corner until you take a peek around that corner to see what is there. Billy you have a serious great personality from the little i see on here of you. Just take those chances and people will see that in you and if they don't they are blind and not worth it.

 

[AmandaSparks730]

Dear Sam,

It'll be...sexy

Meg

 

[Hawaiidood]

Dear self

Why are you shy?

Your loving self,
Matt

 

[MuskratSusie]

Dear me,

I'm cold!!

- Jan