I know that this pales in comparrison to what so many of you have been through, but I need a place to vent.. someplace people who know me in my real life won't find.
Some of you know I'm pregnant, about 8 weeks along now. This is my third pregnancy, the previous 2 ended in miscarriage.. right around 8-9 weeks. I'm getting more and more terrified because I continue to have cramping, some spotting, and I'm always exhausted. The real scary part of it all is that my morning sickness has all but faded. I'm only takin the b6 now because it's just something that could help if it flairs back up.
You see, I didn't have any symptoms with my last two angels, I didn't bleed or cramp when they died. Both times doctors had to intervene to get the miscarriage to complete. I'm on modified bed rest right now, meaning I'm supposed to spend as much time in bed as I can, but if I feel well enough to do stuff, then I should go do it.. just not OVER do it.
I've lost probably 10 lbs from the morning sickness, but I'm starting to eat better. I've even gone a whole day without getting sick.. something of a miracle. They found a subchrionic hemmorage in the inside of my uterus about 2 weeks ago, and a week later it was still there but not getting any worse.
I guess I just need some hugs and comforts and stories from people who've been through this before. I don't know what I'm going to do if I miscarry again.. I don't even want to think about it
Some of you know I'm pregnant, about 8 weeks along now. This is my third pregnancy, the previous 2 ended in miscarriage.. right around 8-9 weeks. I'm getting more and more terrified because I continue to have cramping, some spotting, and I'm always exhausted. The real scary part of it all is that my morning sickness has all but faded. I'm only takin the b6 now because it's just something that could help if it flairs back up.
You see, I didn't have any symptoms with my last two angels, I didn't bleed or cramp when they died. Both times doctors had to intervene to get the miscarriage to complete. I'm on modified bed rest right now, meaning I'm supposed to spend as much time in bed as I can, but if I feel well enough to do stuff, then I should go do it.. just not OVER do it.
I've lost probably 10 lbs from the morning sickness, but I'm starting to eat better. I've even gone a whole day without getting sick.. something of a miracle. They found a subchrionic hemmorage in the inside of my uterus about 2 weeks ago, and a week later it was still there but not getting any worse.
I guess I just need some hugs and comforts and stories from people who've been through this before. I don't know what I'm going to do if I miscarry again.. I don't even want to think about it
Sending prayers and good thoughts. Wishing you all the best.
