You really really should consider taking down your resume/CV. You know why? Because you've posted on these boards about a lot of your personal problems...big personal issues that ANY employer will now be able to look up with a quick Google search on your name and see. They'll find it because you put your real name on here...and then they'll look up all of the posts on DIS Boards posted by your user name. Then they'll see you posting about how your wife left you, about your PTSD issues, about your addiction issues, and how you talked about relapsing a few times. And like it or not, but those things WILL put you out of the running for a lot of jobs that you might be looking for.
THAT is why you shouldn't disclose those personal issues to potential employers.
Putting your resume on here is REALLY DUMB. Of course, you are not a dumb person. But choosing to do that IS a dumb decision.
You need to remove it.