...hi everyone. well the stupid turkeys won again...
they need quit being so smart...before we develop an inferiority
complex.
.....[they gobble on one hill, then when we
get there, they start on another..so it goes....the good news,
walking 5 miles a day is getting back in shape.]
......ok, i get home, immediately, the lil'miss dropping hints, about
mother days next week.."the last time i look, you wasn't MY mother
[ me>
& her:
]"......i'm the mother of YOUR kids...
isn't she cute?
cute, with a lil' tab of
me think i better remind the boys
, or it might
more than cats & dogs!
hi, poly, i see you have a rooster to contend with..he,he, he
reminds me of the university of dayton..though their mascot is
a "flyer"...[wright bros. -kitty hawk].
well pumba,i 'm glad that made you feel a lil'better.
when i re-read my post...i realized a mistake...i don't think there
are any ways to "prepare" for the lost of a love one..even with long
term illnesses. when my father passed, it was over 2 years...but
when it finally did, it still was a shock. we were visiting my mother
several times the week before..and there were no warnings...
both felt the same.
why do GOD let bad things happened? [* like most, i dabble in thought
processing...sometimes its funny where a lil'thinking can lead you]
anyhoo...as far as i can figure, its a matter of producing the right
conditions.. for matching up the intelligence, that created all the
systems in our world. ...*and i feel we are not doing well even with
getting the basics right. potential versus potential realized. it
seem like if mankind discover anything new [to him], he claimed it
as his own...maybe it was already there , just waiting for us to
used it for our own good? nope! mankind "claim jump" every thing
as his own....
. while i do not believe god [reference to the
energy force under one controls] planned on us being so mean/
destructive toward one another....i think when he devised our
operating capabilites...he knew giving us the freedom of choice,
could be acted on for negative results...thus , we come equipped
with a "range of emotional reactions" to help us cope with all the
losses and gains. however, if one evulated the overall effects..
it expand our "reaches" ..that produces some of our most cherish
memories..even those with pain. "we"..are blessed ! because unlike
other life forms..we can add/substract many ore different meanings,
the treasures from our value system!
.
* while time to time, the extra capablities are added diffculties..they
also can be our greatest joys!...thus pumba, you can express to us
...how precious she is..instead of just passing on, to be forgotten.
* if i didn't have my sensory preceptions, i would never been able
to have recognized how caring you are. here's another kicker,
that life ...has "
me" , sometimes--nope, almost
every time...the awful, traumatic- tradgeys we live through,
will enrich our lives beyond our own doings. the more i lived
life..the more i appricate god's system of doing things...death
in its losses , can helps us find treasures too.
insights are a comfort measure: a mother rabbit and her brood are
beside a road...when one runs into traffic and is killed. the mother
rabbit just keeps on eating. she may sense a lost, but has no
capability for understanding the consequences. if we took away our
range of feelings, we would lose so many choices, and set limits
on all our growth potentials.. however, as you surely know,..many
are living life without even a lil'apprication ....for all sorts of reasons.
the wasting of time, by choice, is something of a self motivator...
toward self improvments. that has been my compass for as long
as i can remember. * however, i cannot stressed enough...mistakes
should be learn from...never judged yourself as unworthy just from
being able to help others to avoid pain and sufferings.
..where's the miracle...of beauty, but.....it there's so much
more to to enjoy..its wonderful fragence.......made of many sucessful
parts...first the aorma....then our sensory preceptions of smell...&
finally....[ i just
how god sneaks so much in on us..] the choice~
to take the time to stop, and smell? do all roses smell the same....
or have many do you "see' walking right pass all the lil'things wdw has to
offered...do you know others living life this way all the time?
can you see god frustrations...while mankind is wasting life times on trying
to reach for things having no importance whatsoever!...
, just
because we all have a brain, dosen't mean we all used it ..for its intended
purposes. ..even worst, missing the blessings god is busy bestowing on us
every day......like the privlege of a butterfly landing on your lap.
for all of you ..i have come to know...must be some of god's favorite
roses.....for you have demonstrated ~one of the best way to honor god,
is being happy.....and sharing with all those you can!
{like me}.
my time on earth is running out, stupid aging process!
, don't laugh..we're all in the same boat...but, the older i get, the
stronger my feelings, are to pass on the lessons i have been gifted....ha!
a long time ago...this is what others did for me! so don't think you
have nothing important to offer. kindness is a treasure while good
wishes, are always reasons to celebrate. however, guys, i really don't care
for the above rule..that from the day we are born,we're heading to the
end....oh, well, better "do happiness" today....just in case?
oh, when i spoke of negative lifestyles..i'm not just talking about
drugs or whATEVER..nope..just chosing to be mean & nasty toward
others. iam absolute floored how many lived misery, beacuse of choice..
dear twinkle....you lil'
..hemp, with a S-[SHAPE & ALL-attitude ]
...begatting wasn't my invention ..isn't god a jokster? humor is a very
effective coping skill..as is crying....do you think god is a [for shame],
woman?
,you would..ok, now you got me being naughty....
he,he,
again! i just bursting from the ridiclous distractions man gets himself
into...i wonder, since its all just a reference? god doesn't need
to reproduce..., we do it for him/her...----women/man are
of the same breed, turn outside out...exception is: we are power by
different fuels/hormones..to make the system work.
,twinkle
girl, your
may be johnny depp....mines is my lil 'sweetie...
( well mother day is coming). ..
....but when i was little..i aways wonder if god was making a "funny" with
begatting to bed wetting?
you think, he is one funny,crazy god? * you know..he tries really hard
to make it easy for us to find and share happiness & yet man & his kin, are
akways skewing things up..then projecting blame back on him. wonder who's
really driving who crazy?
dear pumba...this was for you. it is at my higest level, though i left
many pieces out...my message : even though this is a very tough
situation, it is a positive outcome of being sad....because how
important & valuable you are validating the good things her life stands for.
[what a caring~ loving gift you & your family is providing]
* last night, one of our most trouble pt. shocked me..he came
and wanted my advice if god exists...* i used the bible knowledge for
my inteventions all the time..why?? i'm not religious at all..but
it works. nor do i make any references to it...it isn't necesary.
Kay is back!
. any hoos, that's alot of red
piles? 
, instead
, 
& 
. so 
...oh, fyi..i never get boring eating. 
That's all we need. We can all share. Could have go one in cat. 3. Maybe we should have took out a mortage on our house...
We have a bumper crop of them.
