..as soon as you mentioned "giggling"..i started

..utahm...,
you sure get alot....out of every day.
hey!..did you hear about the kid coughing up a bullet...lodged near
his spine....* in alot of ways...that is very revealing ...how amazing
our bodies are! & one of the most amazing thing [to me]..is how many
"back up systems" ..we are gifted with...
the only thing i wish..we would stress in our schools...even though our
bodies are loaded with survival systems....we are also very, very fragile...
so some mistakes..can/will produce death..in less then fraction of a second.
....however, all it takes..is a lil' bit of "pre"~cautions...to safe guards their
most valuable of all possession..their lives.
i hope he doesn't give up backstage gal...while the future always include
a date with death..for all....the "when" can/will be decided on our past,
present, future...choices. at first , it might seem very scary...but, when
i think of the alternative.."living forever"....wouldn't be fun thing..on earth.
...[ we are an energy source...& science has proven...energy cannot be
destroyed..just transform...hymmm, so there is an insight..for all the things
we can do..to produce positive feelings..over negative?..now iam telling
you how i live & believe-oops. ] . i worked intensive care for liked 8years
and was the primary code nurse...cos, way back then..the defribators..were
"monsters to carry, and dangerous...to all.

, anyhoo, i can't stress
enough..there are worst things..on earth than death.
but to give up? never!..

..i'll tell you why..my experiences...have
provided that insight...my career have seen so many miracles...that not
only could i write a book..but several novels...* when i worked ob....i
was so amazed..the fightin spirirt of newborns...[ why i lectured..so
much....iam sorry, but its is what i do..every day...so its become a part
of me...

. ..... but when i lok back--miltary provided free pre-natal
care for pregnant women..., & in those 3 years....we had "zero"....deaths,
then when i went thru..my clinical..x 3 mos...at a country hospital? there
were 4 deaths....its that kind of "insights"....that we all should be screaming
for!
..it makes me feel..very.....

, that you all are impress..with
"those"...that made my life...soooo insightful....* every day..i am reminded
of them...just by my daily routines...& the big thing for me,
that there are such special people everywhere!
..fyi backstage gal.....just prior to your friend' plight...something had me
thinking..exaclty "what in the world"..is special?.....maybe you might like
to share with him? [ if you feel it will support him]. anyhoo, here's it is:
to me, having life is the only element that is worthy, of any title being
called special. it's where true reality begins and end. either you possess
life..or you do not. so every day, when one has it, in their possessions,
provide the potential to particiapte in daily miracles not known by any
other element in exsistance/anywhere. it is greater than kings/queens
or manmade ideas...of entitlements..cos nothing else matters until it
is lost. forever. however, this is where all the "begatting" and bibical
references....enter our preservations..for all time. my parents have had
no life for over 20 years...except , in reality..i am...a part of their very
living bodies..still holding life....& in my heart...so they still exist..in all
their ways..they chose, when on earth. as all their children..carry on.
sooo in my ways of thinking,... the ways we touched and "valued " those
we encountered....determine our future...god & bad. "bad" being all
the things we do to others..that we are determined to forget. that is,[ i
happened to think] ...that when all things "good" become reality..then all
things evil..will vanish...& thats what the "bad place" will become..
a nothing in memories and elements. to me, validates, the values of family
and the choices we make..every day. ..so leaving something..good in the
hearts of others...is a good thing ,for our future? and explained why we
need to valued our children and fellow human beings?
so even when one's body is facing illness-mental/medical...does not remove
the importance..of one "being"....instead there are things @ work..[that i
don't think we were meant to comphrend]....where our faith - (the things
we believe in our hearts)..are to bring forth. * i don't plan on quit living until
iam dead. no matter what. i am lucky..cos i know the body..can/does
overcome some tuff obstacles..& the chances really goes up..with faith, and
when one has others supporting them- [physical/mentally].
ps., i wish him the best..for a full recovery.
